[[++ im scared again ++]]

wow... people in up are really genius.... well i can say that because in comm1 this freshies made me nervous... like i think i have to read my lessons all over and over again... well im pretty tired but that's life.

[[++ life is sometimes unfair ++]]

sometimes, or for some people, life is not really ideal. it's unfair. you just have to do your best so that you can catch upon it... still busy with my studies. no much time for these...

[[++ whoah what's happening ++]]

i was almost late this morning.it's pharm 100... it'sa so difficult to ride because it's rush hour... well pharm 100 was introduced... oh my... chem chem chem... i guess i should love the subject...I EVEN THOUGHT OF SHIFTING, BUT I MUST NOT. I MUST GO AGAINST THE ODD CIRCUMSTANCES haaaaaaa i don't know i'm still afraid... but i musn't for God is with me...
i must love chemistry....

[[++ really back to school ++]]

wow i can't digest the whole thing that happened. it's just so fast. anyway class is really starting and i'm a little unfamiliar with the people in up manila. they are more active in recitations... well in history 2 i experienced to be called by the prof unprepared because it was my first time to attend his class but they have already started. still i think he's a good teacher. kasaysayan 4 is also good. the subject is interesting about women. i'm starting to get busy now... may be i won't able to blog for the next few days. still, i'm having a dilemma with my course. but i know i should not because i must have no regrets and to keep fighting and believing that everything's gonna be alright. i'm really having a double time.
fortunately i ave some circle of friends... all of us shiftees or transferees... oh at least i have friends co'z we're some kind'a many. thank God for that because i thought i'm gonna ba a loner. ok i'm still having a research.until next time... to myself...

[[++ dan dan dan ++]]

my hopes are still up because i know i can have a full load!i have a strong confidence with that!my classes end aroung 5:30 to 6pm oh my so late!so i really have to be smart at the streets! see yah!

[[++ pharmacy is for joanna ++]]

i think i was really... i am really meant for this course. no matter how i express that i love bio, still i'm in pharmacy. i met another blockmate of mine in lb and she was able to transfer in up manila as bio again.man!i'm the silliest person! i told myself!but my friends said, "maybe that is really God's purpose for you." and they won't like me to talk about it. well Lord that is a sign!
a SIGN!that i will be a PHARMACY STUDENT NOT BIO...
GOODBYE BIO...

again.... i'll jst be returning to cyber nook on friday to get a slot. please help me Lord...please do...

[[++ my girl++]]

another addiction... go crazy again over this. but i reminded myself that only one show per night so this is the only show that i watch. and we were also advised not to watch filipino shows ... those shows that we cannot learn anything from.

i think my next lay out will be my girl... next month or whenever i have time.

[[++ more sharks++]]

grr i don't like this. some of my relatives told me that i might be like my oldest brother who can't finish his studies and just want to shift. it ius like they are regretting the fact that i have transferred to up manila.now being a pharmacy student is a challenge for me. i think that God wants to prepare me for muc difficult tasks. so i have to triple me time to study well.... oh well... they are like that again. i have to prove them that they are wrong.that i can really do it! oh God please help me... to day is pasukan but i'm still underload... but I trust God to help me because He loves me.... that's all i need to know..

[[++ the last reunion ++]]

yesterday my friends and I wnt to sm mall of asia. upr8g without Pura. well we were some kind of dissappointed. anyway we had a good time. we watched Omen and we ate in Sbarro. we also went to Kameraworld to have a studio picture. it was really fun being with them and i know i'm gonna miss them.(the pictures are on my multiply.)

well afterwards i went to crossroad for another lecture The survival guide and pastor Tina spoke before us. i have to keep my hopes up and not to cram.

mom sis not went home again what can i expect.. it is the same every other day? or everyday?
i always dreamded about it... anyway
i'm planning to join tha gawad kalinga of the Thomasians on june 12. since i don't really have work to do... i mean i have lots but this is for a good cause.

finally i'm happy because i forgot about him. so it wasn't love after all because i felt the same way with my past puppy loves.hahaha so i'm free again yahooo!

[[++ i need more patience and faith++ ]]

i don't know kung may balat ako sa puwet but something happened again. i went to school today and i'm confident that i'm supposed to be there to get a slot. and guess what? grabe sa june 14 papala ako. sa board kasi ang sabi e-k is june 9... well i thought kasama na ang surname ko don... oh my i'm having some halucinations sa pagod... grrrr
well i need more patience and faith. dapat maniwala pa rin ako na all things will go well with God. i kept on praying to God to help me. kahit medyo nakakakaba non sa registrar kasi aabot na ako sa deadline, God still helped me. so again i'm needing His help. i think this is the shark that we are praying for. maybe i should start to love my course because anyway, i will be dealing with this for four years. i thought biology is really for me. then God led me to this. really God is do mysterious in some ways that you can't imagine. but He is so powerful that things will just to go on and you know that there's a mighty plan behind that. i don't know what will happen to me. it just came to my mind na.. oo nga no nasa comfort zone na ako sa laguna but God put me here. wild environment and mas mahirap na course. new adjustments and everything. but that should keep me moving on diba? i said i won't to do my best for God and now i found myself having difficulties and even complaining. oh i'm sorry father, i lacked faith. please give me more and to trust you more. after all you are the only truth from all of the lies around me. maybe i'd be so busy next time baka minsan nalang ako maka pagblog. actually naaddict na naman ako magpalit palit ng lay- out. di kaso ako tumitigil hanggang hindi ako nasasatisfy which is bad.

anyways i am done reading The Chronicles of Narnia. all the books except the book 2 whih is the lion the witch and the wardrobe. wow i actually read The Last Battle for about 3-4 hours only because i got to excited. no wonder it's really a good book. aside from illustrating different events on the book that will make you excited, it is also for all ages who still have the heart of the young people. it is biblical of course and it's really recommended for children. it has a lot of moral lessons one can read between the lines of the book.

after that I also finished The Giver by Louis Lowry for a couple of hours. wow it was alos fantastic. another beutiful novel that gives you a lesson of the importance of ones memories. i really love it because it was actually weird for me when i first read the pages... and who would forget The five people you meet in heven by Mitch Albom? it was touching actually i like it too. it talks about your life again.


next would be to kill a mocking bird by Harper Lee. it really intrigues me because up till now it is still famous and included in the 100 top books of 2005.


oh i can't get my head off this guy. that is why he's in my lay out.hehe

[[++ confusing ++]]

i'm really confused. i don't know if i'll be able to get a slot... whew only 10 units... i'm really tired of going back to school without having any units...ahhhh! i'm starting to get nervous too because my course is full of chemistry... i don't know what will happen to me. but God put me here so i'll just trust Him to guide me. i don't know... maybe this is my shark! so that i'll try harder,,, and i know it will be good for me if things went harder. because how will i learn if things are just so easy for me. but chemistry wasn;t easy... it's not...

[[++ tired but happy ++]]

my new course and campus is very challenging to me.
==pharmacy in upmanila is 5 years
==i can't get the subjects i have to
==we'll have uniforms
==our course is so difficult that's why they accepted a lot of applicants because a lot of students shifted already because again it is hard

but i don't want to complain anymore because God put me here. i prayed for it so it is God's will. we don't interfere with that isn't it?

i have finished th last two books of Narnia and it was fantastic especially "The Last Battle" it was really exciting that i finished the book in few hours time. next that I'm going ti read is "the Giver.

I also changed my layout... its Kim Jae won on the header. i like him. that's all i can say.

I'm glad i have new friends already. just two but it doesn't matter... at least i know some people and we are still struggling to get some slots waah i'm really tired and i got colds already..

i forgot to mention that i cut my hair already because it's sticky already and the weather is really hot.


but i still like my long hair before



waah i miss a lot of things....



my crush.... i dreamed about him last night but i forgot all about it. well it just means we're not meant to be haha.

and of course... my upr8g...


we'll have a reunion this saturday at sm mall of asia... haa....

[[++ best selling books ++]]

best selling books

The Heart Is a Lonely Hunter
Book DescriptionWith the publication of her first novel, THE HEART IS A LONELY HUNTER, Carson McCullers, all of twenty-three, became a literary sensation. With its profound sense of moral isolation and its compassionate glimpses into its characters' inner lives, the novel is considered McCullers' finest work, an enduring masterpiece first published by Houghton Mifflin in 1940. At its center is the deaf-mute John Singer, who becomes the confidant for various types of misfits in a Georgia mill town during the 1930s. Each one yearns for escape from small town life. When Singer's mute companion goes insane, Singer moves into the Kelly house, where Mick Kelly, the book's heroine (and loosely based on McCullers), finds solace in her music. Wonderfully attuned to the spiritual isolation that underlies the human condition, and with a deft sense for racial tensions in the South, McCullers spins a haunting, unforgettable story that gives voice to the rejected, the forgotten, and the mistreated -- and, through Mick Kelly, gives voice to the quiet, intensely personal search for beauty. Richard Wright praised Carson McCullers for her ability "to rise above the pressures of her environment and embrace white and black humanity in one sweep of apprehension and tenderness." She writes "with a sweep and certainty that are overwhelming," said the NEW YORK TIMES. McCullers became an overnight literary sensation, but her novel has endured, just as timely and powerful today as when it was first published. THE HEART IS A LONELY HUNTER is Carson McCullers at her most compassionate, endearing best.

All She Can Be by Fern Michaels
From the Inside FlapBut her success as a bestselling author of sexy historical romances had cost Rita Bellamy her marriage -- and jeopardized her relationships with her three grown children. Two years after her divorce, Rita was still blaming herself -- though she knew her ambition was not the only reason her marriage had failed. Her saving grace was her writing. While working on her latest epic at her lakeside cottage in Pennsylvania, with only a typewriter and sleeping bag for company, she decided it was time to really live her own life -- to furnish her place her way, to demand her children's respect, and to take a second chance on love....
Based on true life experience, All She Can Be is Fern Michaels at her best -- the deeply heartfelt story of a woman struggling to find happiness in a world where love and duty too often collide.

The Five People You Meet in Heaven by Mitch Albom
Amazon.comPart melodrama and part parable, Mitch Albom's The Five People You Meet in Heaven weaves together three stories, all told about the same man: 83-year-old Eddie, the head maintenance person at Ruby Point Amusement Park. As the novel opens, readers are told that Eddie, unsuspecting, is only minutes away from death as he goes about his typical business at the park. Albom then traces Eddie's world through his tragic final moments, his funeral, and the ensuing days as friends clean out his apartment and adjust to life without him. In alternating sections, Albom flashes back to Eddie's birthdays, telling his life story as a kind of progress report over candles and cake each year. And in the third and last thread of the novel, Albom follows Eddie into heaven where the maintenance man sequentially encounters five pivotal figures from his life (a la A Christmas Carol). Each person has been waiting for him in heaven, and, as Albom reveals, each life (and death) was woven into Eddie's own in ways he never suspected. Each soul has a story to tell, a secret to reveal, and a lesson to share. Through them Eddie understands the meaning of his own life even as his arrival brings closure to theirs.
Albom takes a big risk with the novel; such a story can easily veer into the saccharine and preachy, and this one does in moments. But, for the most part, Albom's telling remains poignant and is occasionally profound. Even with its flaws, The Five People You Meet in Heaven is a small, pure, and simple book that will find good company on a shelf next to It's A Wonderful Life. --Patrick O'Kelley

Lessons from a Sheep Dog by Philip Keller
Editorial Reviews
Book Description
What you see is not always what you get - and this true story of a man and his dog is no exception. Woven just under the surface of this simple parable, Keller presents profound spiritual truth. It is the story of Lass, a worthless animal thought to be untrainable, who becomes a magnificent and valuable sheepdog - not terribly unlike how God's love can transform our worst characteristics into blessings that serve to further His Kingdom. Allow yourself to see Biblical truth in this classic tale of what can happen when you yield to the Master.

The Shop On Blossom Street by Debbie Macomber
From Publishers WeeklyA Seattle knitting store brings together four very different women in this earnest tale about friendship and love. Lydia Hoffman, a two-time cancer survivor, opens the shop A Good Yarn as a symbol of the new life she plans to lead. She starts a weekly knitting class, hoping to improve business and make friends in the area. The initial class project is a baby blanket, and Macomber (Changing Habits), a knitter herself who offers tips about the craft and pithy observations from knitting professionals throughout the novel, includes the knitting pattern at the start of the book. Well-heeled Jacqueline Donovan, who chooses to ignore her empty marriage, disguises her disdain for her pregnant daughter-in-law by knitting a baby blanket. Carol Girard joins the group as an affirmation of her hopes to finally have a successful in vitro pregnancy. Alix Townsend, a high school dropout with an absentee father and a mother incarcerated for forging checks, uses the class to satisfy a court-ordered community service sentence for a drug-possession conviction for which her roommate is really responsible. Unfortunately, Macomber doesn't get much below the surface of her characters, and, although they all have interesting back stories, the arc of each individual happy ending is too predictable. The only surprise involves Alix's hapless, overweight roommate, Laurel, and even this smacks of plot-driven manipulation. Macomber is an adept storyteller overall, however, and many will be entertained by this well-paced story about four women finding happiness and fulfillment through their growing friendships.

morte of that on amazon.com. probably i'll buy the 5 people you meet in heaven since i saw it already available in the book store

[[++ change of heart++]]

i just came from the mountain chillout and God spoke to me of many things.well i just thought that i only osted rubbish in my blog... why don't i put something educational? well ireally have to do my homework and study and it will start now. i just hope that it will continue up to the end