[[++ i need more patience and faith++ ]]

i don't know kung may balat ako sa puwet but something happened again. i went to school today and i'm confident that i'm supposed to be there to get a slot. and guess what? grabe sa june 14 papala ako. sa board kasi ang sabi e-k is june 9... well i thought kasama na ang surname ko don... oh my i'm having some halucinations sa pagod... grrrr
well i need more patience and faith. dapat maniwala pa rin ako na all things will go well with God. i kept on praying to God to help me. kahit medyo nakakakaba non sa registrar kasi aabot na ako sa deadline, God still helped me. so again i'm needing His help. i think this is the shark that we are praying for. maybe i should start to love my course because anyway, i will be dealing with this for four years. i thought biology is really for me. then God led me to this. really God is do mysterious in some ways that you can't imagine. but He is so powerful that things will just to go on and you know that there's a mighty plan behind that. i don't know what will happen to me. it just came to my mind na.. oo nga no nasa comfort zone na ako sa laguna but God put me here. wild environment and mas mahirap na course. new adjustments and everything. but that should keep me moving on diba? i said i won't to do my best for God and now i found myself having difficulties and even complaining. oh i'm sorry father, i lacked faith. please give me more and to trust you more. after all you are the only truth from all of the lies around me. maybe i'd be so busy next time baka minsan nalang ako maka pagblog. actually naaddict na naman ako magpalit palit ng lay- out. di kaso ako tumitigil hanggang hindi ako nasasatisfy which is bad.

anyways i am done reading The Chronicles of Narnia. all the books except the book 2 whih is the lion the witch and the wardrobe. wow i actually read The Last Battle for about 3-4 hours only because i got to excited. no wonder it's really a good book. aside from illustrating different events on the book that will make you excited, it is also for all ages who still have the heart of the young people. it is biblical of course and it's really recommended for children. it has a lot of moral lessons one can read between the lines of the book.

after that I also finished The Giver by Louis Lowry for a couple of hours. wow it was alos fantastic. another beutiful novel that gives you a lesson of the importance of ones memories. i really love it because it was actually weird for me when i first read the pages... and who would forget The five people you meet in heven by Mitch Albom? it was touching actually i like it too. it talks about your life again.


next would be to kill a mocking bird by Harper Lee. it really intrigues me because up till now it is still famous and included in the 100 top books of 2005.


oh i can't get my head off this guy. that is why he's in my lay out.hehe