[[++ stay.. ++]]

i transferred the song by lisa loeb to my phone... he used to play the intro in his guitar while i do the talking... i said so many times that i'm over him... i said a couple of times that i would forget him... i said a million times that i was never in - love with some body...

but i guess i was wrong because it's almost two years now... and i can still remember him. when i thought of other guys that i was attracted to before... i got goosebumps and just forget about them... i laugh and i thought i was really funny during those times that i did silly things... but whenever i remember him it was different..
he was good but he did not treat me well as i have treated him... he said some words that really broke my heart... especially the last time that i called him... i am still not over him... although he pushed me out... he is still on my mind...
am i bringning pain unto myself?

..... hindi kailangang suklian ang pagmamahal na yun... sapat ng nasa puso at isip ko na lamang siya... at sana maayos siya ngayon... siguri nga hindi niya na ako maalala at ibang- iba na ang mundo niya habang ako iniisip ko kung kamusta na siya... ganito pala pag hindi mo nasabi... hindi mo mailabas at hanggang ngayon ginugulo pa rin ako ng mga alaala namin na importante saakin pero balewala lang sakanya...

my first love... although unrequited love... is never a waste because i learned to love unconditionally... though i am left thinking about you it's alright. i wish you a happy life. don't worry , you will never know my love. you don't have to be confused, i just love you so much ....

now, i loved... i am happy with those memories.
you don't have to know that i love you...
and i still remember you from time to time...
half of me wants to meet you... half of me wants to hold it back and be mad at you....
yet,despite the circumstances i think i fall in love with you every day...
i miss you ... stay...