[[++ washing day ... and some thoughts++]]

well it's sunday evening and i am doing some washing and mopping today. well i think the house is really a mess. well anyway that's nonsense..haha so what do i want to say? well actually i finished watching full house again and i was satisfied. but i just thought of the reality that these are not really true. i really can't make the one i like ... like me ... it is complicaed and you end up not being known... you won't be able to expressa yourself and sometimes it is useless cause you know that you two cannot be tgether... and the bigger picture is that it is not always important.. you have to keep your main thing in life... that's what i can say... and that for me is my mission in life... my purpose for living... so now i think being in love will just interfere that... and it is good that i don't feel it right now... and i never did... they said it is addicting... but i am also addicted to watching korean series and movies... so it shows i am also in love in doing that... maybe so... but i know they are not of the same level. i just pray that i won't still find that person because if that time comes... it is difficult to prioritize because i am obsessed with it... i know my tendencies just like watching korean series... oooh it is really dangerous...., because i give it all... well anyway i posted pictures of abby's bday in my multiply... well sorry just now...hehehttp://jolen8.multiply.com