[[++ merry Christmas!++]]

pasko na naman... hmmm balik uli bakasyon pero hindi maganda dahil ang daming pinagawa saamin kaya di pa talaga ako pahinga. katulad ngayon siningit ko lang tong blog. galing sa LB medyo depress kasi alam ko na bagsak ako sa isang exam,, sa math at mababa pa ako sa bio... chem 17 lang ang alam kong medyo ok... pero lahat naman yun pinag puyatan ko waah!talagang mga 3:30 am na ako natutulog talagang pagod at puyat at madalas wala nang kain kain basta matapos lang... tapos malalaman ko babagsak lang ako... waaah~ abyway kahit na nadeppress ako lumabas naman kami nila kuya at mama para mamasyal para makalimutan ko naman ang mga nangyari kahit na hanggang ngayon ay nagtatrabaho pa rin ako kahit bakasyon... pero ganon yata talaga mas kilabutan ka pag walang pinapagawa kasi ipagsabihin lang eh baka magulat ka nalang bigla sa hirap ng papagawa sayo... anyways ang masama pa don marami ka na ngang ginagawa eh may mga bagay ka paring naaalala na pilit mong kinakalimutan. pero habang tumatagal alam kong pagsasawaan ko nalang din yung naiisip ko dahil wala naman tong pupuntahan.... alam ko naman yun eh medyo minsan di mo lang talagang maiwasang isipin kahit ayaw mo... di kaya dulot iyon ng kalungkutan??? aba'y malay ko...
ano pa ba.... si ma bumili nga pala ng dvd player na may 10t songs... naisip ko tuloy sayang naman ang magic sing!
well pag galing ko nga pala sa los banos eh dumiretso na ako sa bread of life at nag wide awake kami ni kya at nagulat ako dahil hindio ko alam na nandun pala ang chill out project at christmas party na pala sa tuesday my gosh1di ko alam! well sa tingin ko tinawag talaga ako niLord dahil nag wide awake ako nang walang dahilan ... wala lang i just felt the urge... many learnings... sana i would be a better citizen kahit na klugmok ngayon ang Pinas.. i'll study harder i promise!

[[++ ahuh...++]]

well it's almost 12 and i'm still struggling to beat my drowsiness well i'm just thinking about this facts...
top Asian MBAs

In countries in Asia MBAs are winning increasing currency. Often candidates from Asia attend schools in the US or Europe, but many Asian schools offer an excellent and very good value business education. The term Asia is rather imprecise and includes a vast area and we use it here as a convenient term, and not because we believe it be a homogeneous area.

A number of rankings exist for the area. The FT 2001 survey included a number of business schools in the area but the main rankings for Asia are probably those of Asia Week.

The following schools in "Asia" appear in the FT 2001 rankings.

Autralian Graduate School of Management (42)
Hong Kong University of Science and Technology (48)
Melbourne Business School (58)
National University of Singapore (89)
University of Otago (92)

The ratings in brackets refer to the FT 2001 rankings for that school (these rankings cover the top 100 schools worldwide).

The FT worldwide rankings (2001) for all schools are available FT TOP INTERNATIONAL MBA SCHOOLS

The following schools are the key schools in Asia and Pacific based on ratings in the FT and Asia Week. Rankings, links and information for individual countries are available TOP ASIA PACIFIC MBA & BUSINESS SCHOOLS.

1 Melbourne Business School
2 Indian Institute of Management, Ahmedabad
3 Asian Institute of Management (Philippines)
4 Asian Institute of Technology, Thailand (School of Management)
5 NUS Business School (National University of Singapore)
6 Chinese University of Hong Kong
7 Korea Advanced Institute of Science and Technology (Graduate School of Management)
8 Macquarie Graduate School of Management (Australia)
9 Nanyang Business School (Nanyang Technological University, Singapore)
10 Sasin Graduate Institute of Business and Administration (Chulalongkorn University, Thailand)
11 Monash Mount Eliza Business School (Australia)
12 Indian Institute of Management, Bangalore
13 International University of Japan (Graduate School of Management)
14 China Europe International Business School (China)
15 National Cheng-chi University, Taiwan (College of Commerce)
16 National Cheng-chi University, Taiwan (College of Commerce)
17 Brisbane Graduate School of Business (Queensland University of Technology, Australia)
18 Lahore University of Management Sciences (Pakistan)
19 University of Queensland, Australia (Graduate School of Management)
20 Seoul National University (College of Business Administration)
21 Indian Institute of Technology, Bombay (School of Management)
22 University of Adelaide, Australia (Graduate School of Management)
23 National Taiwan University of Science & Technology (College of Management)
24 University of the Philippines (College of Business Administration)
25 Curtin University of Technology, Australia (Graduate School of Business)
26 Mahanakorn University of Technology (Thailand)
27 International Management Institute (India)
28 Narsee Monjee Institute of Management Studies (India)
29 University of Technology Sydney (Graduate School of Business)
30 Birla Institute of Technology and Science (India)
31 T. A. Pai Management Institute, Manipal (India)
32 Bharathidasan Institute of Management (India)
33 Khon Kaen University, Thailand (College of Graduate Study in Management)
34 Ritsumeikan University, Japan (Graduate School of Business)
35 University of Malaya (Faculty of Business and Accountancy)
36 Malaysian Graduate School of Management (Universiti Putra Malaysia)
37 University of South Australia (International Graduate School of Management)
38 RMIT University, Australia (School of Management)
39 Hitotsubashi University, Japan (Faculty of Commerce)
40 University of Dhaka (Institute of Business Administration)
41 Shaheed Zulfikar Ali Bhutto Institute of Science and Technology (Pakistan)
42 Universiti Sains Malaysia School of Management
43 B. K. School of Business Management (Gujarat University, India)
44 Aoyama Gakuin University, Japan (School of International Politics, Economics and Business)
45 University of Waikato Management School (New Zealand)
46 Chungnam National University, South Korea (College of Economics and Management)



www.careerdynamo.com/asia_mba.html

Thirty-five schools in the US, 40 in Europe, 10 Latin American schools, and 15 Asian schools are included in the Global Top 100 Business Schools in 2003. The top 15 Asian Schools are:

University of New South Wales (Australia)
Asian Institute of Management (Philippines)
Australian National University (Australia)
China Europe International Business School (China)
Chinese University of Hong Kong (Hong Kong)
Hong Kong Science & Technology (Hong Kong)
Indian Institute of Management (India)
INSEAD (Singapore)
IUJ (Japan)
Keio Business School (Japan)
Macquarie University (Australia)
Melbourne University (Australia)
Nanyang Business School (Singapore)
National University of Singapore (Singapore)
Sasin (Thailand)
http://www.iuj.ac.jp/news/Top15%20Asian%20Schools%20E.cfm

Rank Multi-Disciplinary Schools Overall Score 100% Rank 1999
1 Kyoto University
83.17 2
2 Tohoku University (Japan)
83.05 1
3 University of Hong Kong
82.55 4
4 Seoul National University
81.96 3
5 National University of Singapore
77.96 6
6 Chinese University of Hong Kong
77.90 7
7 Hong Kong University of Science and Technology
76.62 11
8 Australian National University
72.97 13
9 University of Melbourne
72.24 10
10 University of New South Wales
70.62 8
11 Nagoya University
70.14 14
12 Taiwan University*
69.57 5
13 University of Sydney
69.03 15
14 Korea University
68.30 16
15 Kyushu University
68.11 18
16 Cheng Kung University (Taiwan)*
68.08 12
17 Yonsei University*
67.41 9
18 Tsing Hua University (Taiwan)*
67.13 17
19 Hokkaido University
65.59 —
20 Sun Yat-sen University (Taiwan)
65.14 22
21 University of Auckland
64.30 33
22 Keio University*
63.58 20
23 University of Western Australia
63.45 25
24 Central University (Taiwan)*
63.24 21
25 University of Queensland
63.15 19
26 University of Adelaide
63.10 34
27 City University of Hong Kong
63.06 50
28 Chao Toung University (Taiwan)*
61.87 24
29 Waseda University
61.57 23
30 Monash University
61.53 46
31 Sogang University
61.13 35
32 Ewha Womans University
61.07 26
33 Sungkyunkwan University
60.79 28
34 Chonnam National University
60.71 48
35 Kyungpook National University
60.63 53
36 Kyung Hee University
58.53 55
37 Taiwan Normal University*
58.24 31
38 Hanyang University
57.77 43
39 Pusan National University
57.43 40
40 Jawaharlal Nehru University (India)
56.92 41
41 University of Otago
56.87 47
42 Tongji University (China)
56.81 30
43 Chonbuk National University
56.79 —
44 Chengchi University (Taiwan)*
56.35 54
45 University of Wollongong
55.90 59
46 Tianjin University (China)
54.90 —
47 University of Malaya
54.20 27
48 University of the Philippines
53.79 32
49 Ochanomizu University
53.60 49
50 Chungnam National University
53.60 62
51 Thammasat University
53.46 38
52 Universiti Putra Malaysia
53.11 69
53 Prince of Songkla University
52.26 44
54 Xi'an Jiaotong University (China)
52.24 —
55 Victoria University of Wellington
51.59 68
56 Macquarie University
51.42 51
57 Universiti Sains Malaysia
51.33 42
58 University of Canterbury
51.20 64
59 Khon Kaen University
50.98 —
60 Southeast University (China)
50.72 65
61 University of Indonesia
49.89 70
62 Chiang Mai University
49.17 66
63 Kasetsart University
48.98 —
64 University of Dhaka
48.67 37
65 Chung Hsing University (Taiwan)*
48.17 58
66 Aoyama Gakuin University
46.39 72
67 Ritsumeikan University
46.39 60
68 Gadjah Mada University (Indonesia)*
45.92 67
69 Doshisha University
45.82 57
70 Fu Jen Catholic University (Taiwan)
44.49 63
71 De La Salle University
43.54 76
72 Ateneo de Manila University
43.51 71
73 Diponegoro University (Indonesia)
43.25 77
74 University of Santo Tomas
41.69 78
75 Airlangga University (Indonesia)
40.96 79
76 University of Mumbai
34.49 —
77 University of Colombo
34.32 75
Data from 1999 questionnaires supplemented by updated numbers from other sources were used for these universities. Multi-disciplinary universities offer a broad spectrum of courses from arts to business to engineering. Science and technology schools have a more specialized focus
Rank Multi-Disciplinary Schools Academic Reputation (20%) Overall Rank 2000
1 Kyoto University
20.00 1
2 Seoul National University
19.17 4
3 National University of Singapore
19.13 5
4 University of Melbourne
18.72 9
5 Australian National University
18.44 8
5 Taiwan University*
18.44 12
7 University of Sydney
17.75 13
8 University of New South Wales
17.71 10
9 University of Hong Kong
17.57 3
10 Keio University*
17.43 22
11 Tohoku University (Japan)
16.47 2
12 Waseda University
16.38 29
13 University of Queensland
16.33 25
14 University of Malaya
16.06 47
15 Chinese University of Hong Kong
15.92 6
15 Yonsei University*
15.92 17
17 Korea University
15.83 14
18 University of the Philippines
15.60 48
19 University of Auckland
15.50 21
20 Monash University
15.46 30
21 Nagoya University
15.09 11
21 Tsing Hua University (Taiwan)*
15.09 18
23 Hong Kong University of Science and Technology
14.91 7
24 University of Western Australia
14.72 23
25 Kyushu University
14.50 15
26 University of Adelaide
14.40 26
27 Chao Toung University (Taiwan)*
13.62 28
27 Hokkaido University
13.62 19
29 Thammasat University
13.39 51
30 University of Otago
13.12 41
31 Pusan National University
13.07 39
32 Cheng Kung University (Taiwan)*
12.98 16
33 Sun Yat-sen University (Taiwan)
12.80 20
34 Jawaharlal Nehru University (India)
12.75 40
35 Ewha Womans University
12.66 32
36 Victoria University of Wellington
12.57 55
37 Sogang University
12.43 31
38 University of Canterbury
12.39 58
38 University of Indonesia
12.39 61
40 Xi'an Jiaotong University (China)
12.29 54
41 University of Mumbai
12.20 76
42 Chiang Mai University
12.02 62
43 Gadjah Mada University (Indonesia)*
11.93 68
44 Macquarie University
11.88 56
45 Taiwan Normal University*
11.83 37
46 Kasetsart University
11.79 63
47 Chengchi University (Taiwan)*
11.74 44
48 Central University (Taiwan)*
11.65 24
49 Kyungpook National University
11.61 35
50 Universiti Sains Malaysia
11.38 57
50 University of Wollongong
11.38 45
52 Doshisha University
11.33 69
53 Kyung Hee University
11.10 36
54 Ochanomizu University
10.92 49
55 Tongji University (China)
10.87 42
56 De La Salle University
10.83 71
57 Chung Hsing University (Taiwan)*
10.69 65
58 Ateneo de Manila University
10.64 72
58 City University of Hong Kong
10.64 27
58 Tianjin University (China)
10.64 46
61 Sungkyunkwan University
10.55 33
62 Chonbuk National University
10.50 43
62 Ritsumeikan University
10.50 67
64 Aoyama Gakuin University
10.46 66
65 Fu Jen Catholic University (Taiwan)
10.23 70
66 Southeast University (China)
10.18 60
67 Prince of Songkla University
10.14 53
68 Hanyang University
10.00 38
69 Universiti Putra Malaysia
9.95 52
70 University of Colombo
9.91 77
71 Chungnam National University
9.82 50
71 University of Santo Tomas
9.82 74
73 Chonnam National University
9.63 34
74 University of Dhaka
9.59 64
75 Khon Kaen University
9.45 59
76 Airlangga University (Indonesia)
8.58 75
77 Diponegoro University (Indonesia)



seee ??? do you believe this figures? well i think this is an old survey(cant believe?)
well with this info's and that the chances of winning in the sea games... we still have future and that means to race with Horses!not against the race of men but Race of God! well with that in mind i should fight my emotions... well i have to still admit that he is still troubling my mind but this is a "shark" for me to go on... i must because i know the consequences of this so i must fight ok!see you then!i have piles of work to do!

[[++ neW mE++]]

I’m back again… more learning… a very tiring week but I’m happy… well I realize a lot of things… one of that is that I think I just wrote a lot of garbage in my blog… yes my feelings… what I think… but I realize that I’m just copying some posts from my fellow bloggers… about what happened this day… or that… then what now? It’s good to have this to release your emotions … I was then a copycat… I’m not honest with myself with what to write… or even the mode of language to use… well this is me… why should I pretend to be someone that I’m not? In fact I’ll be proud of myself if I also write things that would be more educational and fruitful to me…. I’m going to write from now on my opinions of certain things, what I feel, my new learning’s, and of course those topics that will make me a better person… not just merely a copy cat!
Well for this week I realize that I have to do my best… our anniversary in my church is Running with Horses… this is the God race… it’s from Jeremiah 12: 5 “If you have raced with men by foot and they have worn you out, how can you compete with horses? If you stumble in safe country, how will you manage in the thickets by the Jordan?" yep… this is my main burden right now in my studies… I’m really trying hard right now but when I got the results it’s just average…. Oh my like in chemistry and biology…. But I just thought that it’s just the start, I should not loose hope. Sometimes we think that we can’t do certain things because it’s difficult but as Nick Joaquin said in his “heritage of smallness” that we just compete with those that we are capable of competing with or when we are competing with those things which are easy to handle but when it becomes to little things we tend to be frightened and not fight anymore because we are afraid even we are just starting the fight… as Coach Carter said “the loosing stops right now and the winning is just beginning today.” So if I’m lazy and doing things not worthy of doing… then I’m a looser… I must be a good example so that my “saltiness and light” would shine in the world for them and for me to glorify the Lord. Well I should gladly say that. But I always pray not to be self righteous because there is nothing to brag about because this is all for the grace of God.
To Him be the Glory!

[[++ exhaUsTion...i'm sh0cked!++]]

what a day! it thought this is just the first week so i'm expecting that we don't do much things but i'm so busy and tired of my sched and the conflict that will be happening this sat 10-5am will be the praying in wide awake then encar's birthday and citylights at 7pm! i don't know what to think now! i have to stude hard because of Bio... it's much complicated than bio 1 we have to memorize a lot of things and my math teacher is driving me crazy!he's some kinda grumpy and terroe we had a surprise quiz about last sem!and chemistry needs a lot of work and thinking to do! Oh God maybe He's challenging me since I said I have to do my best for His excellence! oH Lord, please don't waver my faith!i reallyhave to have faith in You and believe my self together with passion I must know my priorities first! i really have to do this If He really wants me to transfer or not... I'll just follow... this needs a lot of hard work
oH! being a UP student is not compared to other students in other countries because we are nothing but since this is the best school in the Philippines,i have to strive harder! God help me!

[[++ it's all complicated++]]

well i went to LB to enroll... oh my! a busy sched!sobra straight 7-4.... just 1 hour break!oh my!this will be a challenge for me i must make it!God bless

[[++ wHat happened to my seMbrEak++]]

Hey it’s me again!well I just finished watching a tv program from the lifestyle channel well it’s actually a cooking show… well now I’m beguile to cooking! Omgosh! It’s really nice to cook provided that you have the ingredients… well I’m now sitting in my computer just left the room because I’m just getting hungry with their nice cooking… now I’m thinking of what to write… pasukan na naming sa 14… talagang challenging na ito saakin dahil kailangan ko mas pagbutihan para makalipat ako sa diliman… or sa manila… layo kasi… yesterday nag attend kami ni kuya ng citylights… grabe we’re so late na nagstart nga daw ung ng maaga… sabi running with horses… kung suko ka na sa maliit na bagay pano pa sa mga mahirap talaga? Kaya nga sabi ko sa sarili ko na make a difference… di naman kailangan na you go with the crowd… minsan kailangan mong makisama para you belong pero napansin ko pag lagi kang may kasama hindi mo magawa ng maayos ang dapat mong gawin… sabi ko dapat marami akong mabasang book this sembreak pero bad!kasi nuod ako ng nuod kaya hanggang ngayon di ko pa natatapos yung sophie’s world… pero at least naman worth naman yung mga pinapanood ko… nahilig na kasi ako sa national geographic channel… at least dami ko rin natututunan dun at sa panonood ng lifestyle network… eh gusto ko na nga magluto… this vacation… though a short one is somewhat accomplished naman kasi nagging tagalaba naman ako ditto at taga linis… at least di ako nagging patabaing- baboy lang… may silbi naman ako! At infact! Ako ay marunong ng magluto ng sinigang! Ang pinaka una kong sinigang na nadali pa ako dahil sa makating gabi kaya never na ako maglalagay non kahit lumaki nako dahil allergic talaga ako…

Lessons learned this vacation? Dami niyan no! simula palang nang nag chillout ako sa prayer mountain with the youths!and young adults! Let me summarize:
1. every day is a special day. Thank God for another one and make the most out of it… wag lang tutulog- tulog!!!!!!!!! Make him the center of your life and the rest will follow… just keep the main thing… the main thing!
2. naging active na ako ngayon dahil bukod sa member na ako ng youth… eh sama pa ako dun sa chill out at may mga reunion kami… saya no!
3. Be happy and do some exercise.
4. attempt great things for God… out of 45 countries sa science and math ang Philippines ay nag rank lang na 41 and 43 (I’m not sure sa nos. pero close na diyan) diba kung matalino ka na satingin mo eh sa ibang bansa ang degree lang niyan ay isang grade 4 student! Gosh parang sakit naman ata nun! Kaya nga I should do my home work… pano uunlad ang bansang to if you won’t make any difference?kaya nga kahit medyo tinatamad pa ako eh at least iba na ang pinapanood ko parati ngayon yung mga educational na noh!kailangan lagging may learning. Dapat di ako matakot sa problemang malaking yan! Kasi si David nga eh nalabanan si Goliath because of God’s grace kaya dapat di ako maduwag sa mga mahihirap na obstacles because my God is greater than that problem!
Actually ang pinaka magandang nangyari talaga saakin ngayong vacation ay mas nagging intimate ang relationship k okay Lord… may mga bagay na mas naintindihan ako… like giving Him the priority. Sa mga pagkakataong yan kailangan ka talagang mag give up ng mga bagay na di mo kaya… I’m content with my life right now… pero hindi natatapos don… kailangan pa ng mas madami pang pagkakataon para lumaban para matulungan ko ang sarili ko at may maimpart din ako sa iba… God have bigger plans for us… kaya in the wilderness hindi dapat tayo mawalan ng loob… I know pag pasok ko ay challenge na naman ngayon pa naming every week na ako uuwi at mas mahirap yun pero I’ll just ask the strength from God I know He’ll help me!

well syempre di dumaan ang mga araw nang hindi ako naginternet at nag- ayos ng blog... ngayon ako'y nangongolekta ng mga trans. ng frog prince para di na ako lagi magisip kung anong mangyayari....

[[++ haha i'm happy again!++]]

well i'm happy!kasi napalitan ko na yung mga scrollers[ung mga kulay nila] haha ang babaw ng kaligayahan ko hehe!well anyway i'm a bit sad kasi tapos na yung pinapanood kong chunhyang so that's it sakto lang sa pagpasok ko dahil malapit na ako pumasok para wala nang masyadong distractions!well ung frog prince nalang hehe its so maganda at nakakakilig... yun lang naman medyo pinagkakaabalahan ko eh... siyempre linis linis lang din well anyway let's go to the frog turned itno prince{thanks for asianfanatics forum for the pics)
ang cute talaga nila what do you think?! hehe ito mga pics na nakuha ko ganda ng story promise... cute pala nila ming dao at joe chen they are a cute couple kaya nga as you can see puro pics nila hehe and i love kissing scene(un lang ha!) lalo na pag ramdam mo yung how passionate they are to each other...
well






THEY're so cute ... adorable couple!what you think???
wll these days i'm striving hard to do my motto to make a difference and go the extra mile haha... actually i went ot up manila and diliman in order to get some onfos to transfer... hmmm well i need 2.0 or better... gosh... what a life... i really need it badly... o God help me... and for the case of that guy... i'm still having difficulty of forgetting... i just don't know... actually he helped me already kasi di na talaga siya nagpaparamdam... but i'm going nuts already... i asked the Lord na nga to help ma but i thing His message to me was "help my sef first" but promise i can't!laging pumapasok sa utak ko eh... little things that reminds me of him.... i wish i just have an amnesia for himoh... well bye now... i have to eat pa pala 2pm na....

[[+ harhar i won!+]]

well what can i say is that i was able to return the original settings of my blog...! hehe from its original text and scrollers... anyway im addicted right now with the frog turned into a prince hehe i'm just fond of reading the spoilers because i really get mad of what's gonna happen!actually i even joined the asianfanatics forum in able to get a lot of infos... well anyway i love it! eventually my sassy girl chunhyang will end already maybe its a good opportunity to study harder hehe!wala nang magugulo masyado sa utak ko pag mag-aaral kasi isa nalang papanuorin ko... anyway... i think its really time to move on... thinking of him even if i don't like to just keeps on torturing my mind so goodbye now thanks for making me realize a lot of things... well i'm still busy making some research on the prince and making my blog prettier than ever hehe ok see yah!

[[+bakit ganon?!+]]

anong nangyari sa blog ko nagiba na ang mga scrollers at text color waaah!help me mga blog wizards... ( you know who you are!

[[++ 24 things to Remember++]]

Your presence is a present to the world.
You are unique and one of a kind.
Your life can be what you want it to be.
Take the days just one at a time.

Count your blessings, not your troubles.
You will make it through whatever comes along.
Within you are so many answers.
Understand, have courage, be strong.

Do not put limits on yourself.
So many dreams are waiting to be realized.
Decisions are too important to leave to chance.
Reach for your peak, your goal and you prize.

Nothing wastes more energy than worrying.
The longer one carries a problem the heavier it gets.
Do not take things too seriously.
Live a life of serenity, not a life of regrets.

Remember that a little love goes a long way.
Remember that a lot … goes forever.
Remember that friendship is a wise investment.
Life’s treasure are people together.

Realize that it is never too late.
Do ordinary things in an extraordinary way.
Have hearth and hope and happiness.
Take the time to wish upon a start.

AND DO NOT EVER FORGET ….
FOR EVEN A DAY
HOW VERY SPECIAL YOU ARE !

[[++ aNother reUnioN++]]

well another reunion!my original circle of friends namely encar, hany,redmond,kelvin and rogelio (unfortunately rachel wasn't able to come) we ate at yellow cab pizza at bawe then afterwards we stayed on coffee bean.. actually we met around 12:30 aNd hany was late... well we have had a good time together and i realized how precious these moments are so i took pictures ( its in my multiply http://jolen8.multiply.com)
and of course i missed them all kasi naman last na nakita ko sila nung summer pa nyaiks! miss you so much guys! thanks because di pa rin kayo nagbabago! mwaaah!
here are some pictures...


sa studio with molly



sa coffee bean...




sa yellow cab..



at sa jabi frisco aroud 5 pm

what a cool day! dami namin pinuntahan!

[[++ why am I stiLL aWake?!++]]

weLL gcing pa ako... bakit? dapat kasi tulog na ako ngaun pero kasi nagtext saakin si sis esway na lalabas daw ang hale sa piPoL... well better watch and support it... kahit na maaga pa dapat akong magigising wala na talaga akong baak mag- internet but i guess time's telling me to do so... harhar la lang kung anu- anong sinu- surf ko


any way may achievement pala ako this day... bukod sa usual na paglalaba at kung ano man... dandandandan! ako po ay nakapagluto ng!SINIGANG! at nagustuhan ata nila un noh... si kuya jai nagustuhandaw niya! pero may unforgettable ata akong experience! sa paghihiwa ng gabi ang mga kamay ko nangati ng sobra! grabe noh! well parang gusto ko na ngang putulin eh grabe

AYOKO NA NG GABI FROM NOW ON!

un lang...

[[++my nAmE++]]

Your French Name is:

Josette Lavoir

What's Your French Name?

[[++ a WeIrd enTry++]]

Another day has come… at least I have accomplished some things… like washing dishes, going to gym and washing some clothes… well I’m also currently reading on the book Sophie’s world… well I thought it was boring but eventually it’s somewhat interesting for me because I kind’a like history and I have already taken philosophy 1 so somehow I have an idea on what they are talking about.. well actually right now I’m confused.. I thought that my memory about this person have already vanished and everything was just a past… but I think I was serious about this person because I still remember him.. I used to like different persons though… some I can say were just merely attractions… but some last but I was too young that time… ako yung taong nakakalimot din naman agad sa mga nagugustuhan ko… sometimes I’m too obsessed like with champ of hale.. pero napansin ko na dir in tumatagal at nagsasawa din ako… when I was in high school I got to know this person… I hated him first but we can never tell sabi nga nila… he is the person that up till now lingers in my mind even though I don’t like to think about… I know it’s not love… I guess because I’m too young for that… but what makes me think of him this way…? I just wonder… pag may naririnig lang ako sa radio… anything that reminds me of him… kala ko nga non it will be alright lalo na nangpumunta nako sa LB… and actually he insulted me pa nga na wala nang pag- asa ang mga katulad ko… kaya nga it served as a challenge for me… I erased everything that will link myself to him… I still don’t know when this madness will last….

But I truly know I’m still not ready for that… siguro kulang pa ang time para malimutan ko siya and with just a short span of time I never thought I was captured again… oh my…. Yuck! But that’s the sad fate of mine again.. good to have a blog … a journal so I can express what I feel… there’s just a big why?! For me because it’s not worth it! Now I’m currently listening to the music of hale… well it soothes my mind… it helps.. actually the character of Jae hee in my sassy girl chunhyang reminds me of him maybe that’s why I kind’a shiver when I watched it….

I WANNA LAUGH WITH MY ENTRY TODAY!EWSSS!

~* pAmPaLubaG LooB*~

weLL as a result i'm tired but i foud this site(thanks to anne) things that i can put in my blog here's one...

HOW WEird are You?

You Are 30% Weird

Not enough to scare other people... But sometimes you scare yourself.

How Weird Are You?

haha di maxado eto pa!

Your Blog Should Be Purple

You're an expressive, offbeat blogger who tends to write about anything and everything. You tend to set blogging trends, and you're the most likely to write your own meme or survey. You are a bit distant though. Your blog is all about you - not what anyone else has to say.

What Color Should Your Blog or Journal Be?

oh my g0sh!i'm happy now!kaya paLa naaasar ako and im not satisfied with my layout sa blog, i mean ung background kasi.. in the end purple lang paLa daPat! eh purple hearts ung kinauwian ko... haay buti nalang! next!

You Are 40% Boyish and 60% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

ok! accepted!

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to obedience and warmth. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage. In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

ui! puede rin!tama yan ha!hehehe

You Are 22 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

omg! i'm 22?! im only sweet 16!

Your Ideal Relationship is Friends Only

Honestly, you're not really ready for a relationship right now. And you prefer to keep things platonic, for now. That's not to say that one of your friends could be dating material. You're just taking a break for now.

What's Your Ideal Relationship?

weLL i guess that's right! weLL i enjoyed! next time nalang uli!

*~ oh CraP!i'm wasTed aGain_~

a while ago im just calm and happy that i'm back to blogging again....


then what happened???

i wished that my blog style will be more wider coz its so narrow... it took me so long and at the end

i only made a simple one... just the hearts gif... oh my....

lesson learned?!

DON'T WASTE UR TYM DOING THINGS OUT OF YOUR CONTROL!
AND BE SATISFIED WITH SIMPLE THINGS!

LOOOk... im wasted!

_* aDDicTion aLerT*_

holier! I'm back! it's sunday right now and I am a little bored... actually I went to the church this morning with my mom only because i did not went to the church earlier with my brother Francis co'z my stomach ached so much! the reason behind this is because i only ate a lot of kangkong leaves yesterday after my gym session and that's what happened.. my mom told me that she also have an experience like that before.. well anyway Pastor Jun Nolasco was the preacher for today and Pastor Butch was not around because he is in america... weLL afterwards we went to the registration of the prayermountain chill out this coming thursday and I'm excited because it's my first time and I actually don't know what's gonna happen.. all I know is that we are going to pray.. weLL anyways... the topic I opened for today is my present addiction... first, i'm addicted to the fact that I want to lose weight... as my first priority for this semestral break.. weLL I'm 16 now and I should do it... but I have a problem.. just a while ago I'm so hungry, me and my mom that we ate a lot of rice! oh my gosh! so my goal for tomorrow is to work out for 2 hours and I really have to burn it! just simple my guidelines are..
1. i should not eat rice!
2. i should really work out!

well just two basic principles ... I just hope that I can really work it out! why is it so difficult?!ergggggghhhhhhh!! anyway let's proceed to the next..
my next addiction is all about korean entertainment.. the movies and the tv series..
back at the dorm I have watched My sassy girL and My boyfriend is type B starring Han Ji- Hye and Lee Donggun well actuall I also watched Windstruck before and another one that I forgot its title... what can I say about those? let's start
A. My Sassy Girl
well i really did like the movie.. jun ji hyun was great and she is indeed beautiful for me... I admire her and also the guy they have chemistry and the first part would actually make you laugh, no actually you would cry then suddenly laugh... what i really admire is the character of the guy. he is not that really good looking but it gave a message that it really doesn't matter in love how one looks, that is just merely a first impression but you will fall even more to his sincerity with the beautiful girL he made a good impression to me that actually you don't need good looking guys... just not that much ugly or good looking will be alright as long as he have a pure heart.. but actually the said that first impression must be the first one .. it's basically attraction for two people that leads them to find each other and know each other more.. well one of the parts in the movie that I like is when the girl wants to trade her shoe with the guy which is high heeled shoes! how touching that he still followed the girL.. and also when the guy tells the things that the other guy would do like always ordering coffee unless you wanna die.. reading the stories that she wrote pretending you like it.. etc.. well that's also sweet! and the line that said.." we never know that we are someone in the future" because they should have met before when they were just being matched by the guy's auntie who is the mom of the girl's late boyfriend.. but unfortunately they did not meet that time but instead like destiny that tries to make them discover each one.. weLL they are really destined.. I can say..! I really like it because its unpredictable.. unlike other shows there that once you have seated in front of the movie theater and grab your favorite popcorn... oh my gosh.. you know the ending right away! well haven't watched yet?! i highly recommend it!
B. My boy friend is type B
weLL it just a short movie .. it entertaining and if your a fan of lee donggun.. you'll like his good looks here... but its too short for me it like "bitin". anyway i like han ji hye here.. she's much prettier here compared to sweet 18.. harhar well that's all I can say..
Now let's go to the korean dramas that I'm watching right now..
1. in the morning I'm watching MY 19 YEAR OLD SISTER IN LAW well i'm really not watching it at the first place but since i understood the story once i watched it.. then i just continued watching although i'm not really giving priorities of watching it.. i like tha character of russel its like he is just keeping his true self... the soft man inside him that make him mysterious that's what i like!
2. then at 4:30 I'm watching MY ROMANCE starring Kim Hanul and the guy actually I'm more familiar with their faces but not actually with their names.. well I just like it and it's dome kind of drama.. i really pity the guy.. weLL i have an instinct.. i really like the guy once i saw him then i just found out that he is the younger brother of bae yong jun! my ever first korean crush! weLL you'll gonna see his sacrifices here... well for the girl i like her more in stained glass because she's more prettier there that in this drama.. but you'll see a somewhat deviated character as to compared in jamie in stained glass.


3.THE FROG PRINCE is the only drama that is a taiwanese that i'm watching.. weLL i researched that it has high ratings greater that the meteor garden.. so i got interested and i learned somewhat the story.. i won't just teLL coz it's gonna be a spoiler hahaha well just watch it and see for yourself..




4. DANDANDAN! this is my most awaited series.. it's MY SASSY GIRL CHUNHYANG! starring Han Chae-Young and Jae Hee.. well I really like it! because it is funny and so nakakakilig! i like the twists and everything about it..
weLL those are the things I'm addicted to... harhar!

*~back to the scene again!*~

Its Saturday right now! its been a long time since I put an entry into my blog. I have no chance of posting because I’m so busy I would go to computer shops in LB just to surf for facts for my studies, home works… anyway now is my chance to tell stories again since my vacation is long… more or less.. a month! Whoah! I enrolled again at the gym!i think that was Thursday and I found out that the care taker, Albert, is resigning already.. well after 2 years and months…. well his a good buddy.. any way.. what did I do these days… I cleaned the house.. and I’m currently reading My Sophie’s world right now it the book that my brother Francis gave me.. it’s about philosophy and my dear brother wants me to read but he forgot that I have a lot of books to read in the school before that.. that’s why I’m just reading it only now.. and also The More than Conqueror book… which was his present to me last December I think.. too bad I’m still not finished! Actually he also gave me the book I kissed Dating goodbye as a thanks offering because he said that I took care of him when he was sick well I got lots of books… but actually I haven’t done reading them…im still not done reading IKDG although only few pages are left for me to read… well I’m so excited now that I can tell stories again in my blog… and that is based from the pictures I have in my phone… I forgot to write that dad has given us Bluetooth!that is why I can transfer pictures now! Whoah! Cool isn’t it? Well gtg because my mom is calling me already! I’m gonna tell details of it don’t you worry! well this is my picture in the doRm.. i just feel like putting it here... weLL let's see...

*~ haaY bagsaK na NAman*~

this is again another time of depression... malungkot nanaman kami ng tatlo kong sis na si mai at esway... haay BWISIT NA CHEM YAN! bagsak ako sa practiCaL! san na lang ako pupulutin?!yan ang mga paghihirap namin ng mga sis ko... at hell week na taLaga... ewan ko nga kung pano pa ko nagkaoras magsulaT dito.. sobrang sama ng LooB!ganito ba talaga sa up?ang madali ay hinahanapan ng problema? ang simple ay nagiging komplikado?!harhar nakakapag0d din ang mga pagpupuyat na wala namang kuwenta...

pweo sabi nga... wag ka magreklamo at mawalan ng pag- asa... kaya nga dito ko nalang sinusulat para manahimik nalang ako dahil di ko na macontain ang nasa loob ko

dati ang kasipagan ko sa siena ay nagbubunga...

ngaun kahit dinoble ko pa ang grades ko ay 1/8 lang ng grade ko dati!harhar that;s life..

masasabi ko nalang

O GOD HELP US! yan na ang madalas naming masabi na bio students...

_*ngaun lang ako ulit nagpost*_

again... well im still here at the computer shop... and dapat ay nagreresearch lang ako sa chem pero dahiL ang dami kong PINUPUNTAHAN NA DI GAANONG IMPORTANTE... ACTUALL IMPORTANT sakin pero sainio hindi.. hale nanaman kasi especially si champ ang inaatupag ko.. actually im busy na nga hindi naako nakapagkuwento sa mga memories ko dito.. una.. ung c0ncert ng haLe.. MY MEMORABLE MOMENT!.. then some revelations... and all my hardships here in UPLB... well ganoon lang talaga.. pag sembrak na lang cguro ako magboblog uli
,ok?ung mahaba talaga at matino... babush...

**back home**

weLL kahit madami ako gusto isulat ... busy pa din ako kaya numbered nalang ang pagkuwento<>

1. umuwi ako dahil naiinis na din ako sa land lady at 3 weeks na ko di umuuwi
2. as usual busy ako...
3. kainis ung phlo!!! may napanuod akong ayaw ko
4. I LOVE HALE AND ARTHUR BERNARD CHAMP LUI PIO
5. naiinis ako dahil dami na nila fans... dami na kaagaw
6. i love my famiLy thouh its not perfect
7. i love my brother and he loves me too so much]
8. kailangan ko na uLi mag gym
9. ayoko na makipag..... kung may gaLit ca sabihin mo!
10. hi sisses!mwaaaah
11. God bless sa finals
12. di nako makaLipat ng diLiman.. hiraP na ko grades ko naghihingalo na
13. i got an opportunity to be with champ for just a split moment.. inaKBAYAn niya ko at may pic kaso lang mejo blurred dahil nga madaling araw na nun..
next tym na uli may gagawin pa ko babush


laB you champ!HALE ROXXXX!!

wow ngayon lang ulit!

after 48 years... ngaun lang uli sa sobrang busy ko actually nakaw oras lang ito... hirap college life... hirap uplb baka di nako makalipat niyan sa diliman baba ko sa chem at math... marami nakong na mimiss sa qc pero... ok naman dito... malayo lang talaga... ito laging walang tulog... Lord tulungan niyo ko kayanin ang sunud sunod na exams... wala na akong time gumimik nga eh cge babaye

*~c0ntuation of my adventures part II~*

ahhh kamusta na gabbang... siempre kausap ko lang sariLi ko ... ito nakauwi na naman si loka... busy ako eh tsaka nalang uli ewan... haha nakita ko nga pala ang mga pep0t sa friendster... wala lang... puede pa pala masariwa ang dating mga feelings... hahahaha pero kailangan ko pa rin galingan hahahaha cge araL pako maige kaya ko to! kailangan kong lumiupat~ vavush!

~*sa UPLB*~!

sa aking stay dito.. marami naman akong natutunan ... bukod sa lagi kong nagigising ng madaling araw at nakakarinig ng mga ligaw na pusa... ito ang aking napagtanto at mga naranasan:

1. uso pala dito ang mga payong... laLo na ung mga lalakeng dala pa ay mahahabang pay0ng... kung sa mayniLa ay jahe un... dito ay n0rmaL lang iy0n.. masaNay na kau..
2. main library na walang airc0n
3.nakakaamaze na lecture haLL na pababa
4.mga silyang malalaki at matataba at wish ko lang kaya ko silang buhatin dahil mabigat talaga sila
5. puro surprise quizzes
6. mga nerd na pr0f dahiL sopbrang talino na minimental na lahat ng operations na may p0wer sa sobrang genius nila
7. ang iba'y walang sociaL life at noRmaL na yun
8. maaari ka nang kumain sa halagang bete pesos at busog ka na nun... may kanin na!
9. uso mga bakla dito masdaya sila kasama
10. tipong mga kaklase ko ay nakapolo paitaas at naka bulaklakin na shorts...<>
11. maraming nagla- labing sa freed0m park
12. toto0ng bawaL magkaLat malayong malayo sa nakasanayan sa mayniLa
13. every break ay nanonood ako ng cable sa d0rm
14. mainit... laging uso ang pamaypay
15. di uso ang mga maaarTe saamIn.. keep out!
16. uso ka kung maTalIno ka<>
17. mapapa w0w ka sa taas at dami ng mga plants at trees<>
18. lagi kami niyayaya sa mga org na ang mga orientation ay alas siete o als otso ang meeting... nyaaak!
19. may sariling trip at mundo ang mga ta0.. mga lalake dito ay mas participative sa class..
20. magiging kakaiba ka rin pag nagaya ka saakin.. baka maging weirdo na rin ako sa susunod

weLL feeling ko talaga ang boblaks ko na dahil mga kaklase ko mga baledictorian o kaya naman ay salutatorian o basta kung ano mang may - ian sa dulo.. naalala ko ng phlo namin tinanong ba nanman saakin buena mano "what is time?!" aba malay ko!di ko alam!pero yung mga klasmeyts ko nakasagot lahat at nagkaroon na sila ng argument at mga disc0urse... aba! ano bang malay ko sa time!tameme tuLoy ang loka.. sa kakapaypay.. napag isip ko... waaaah!ewan! tapos sa chem lab pirse quiz cgro ay naka 5 lang ako over 15... kaya naman nag aral nako sa susunod at 2/10 sa lec... waaah!malay ko ba na puro mixTuRe ang sagOt?~!~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!! ewan ! basta araL nalang.. magpapagaling at araL ulit.. gan0n nalang buhay.. di na ko magtataka kung maging weirdo ako.. pero di naman despite all of dis masaya pa rin ako nyayahahahahah always smile!clap clap!be happy! enjoy eberyting!cge aral nako gabi na! next tym ulit for my next adventures!

*~the c0ntiNuaTion oF my adbeNturEs~*

waah! sobrang saya ko yata!bakit?kasi nakabalik na ako sa aking hometown... waah!its nice to be home!buti naman nakauwi na ako... pero siyempre alis na naman... napaka saya ko... habang nasa sasakyan ako'y napatingin kahapon sa bintana at nakakita ng mga building at nasabi sa aking sarili... "im home!" pag labas ko sa bus para mag taxi naman papuntang siena ay nakalanghapo ako ng pulluted na hangin.. at nasabi ko na... I'm home... namay sabay na ubo ubo dahil sa kapal ng usok.. ako'y nanibago dahiL sariwa ang hangin sa LB kaya naman nasabi ko na nakauwio nako<> yan kami ay napatagal at halos umalis na ang mga klasmeyt ko .. pero salamat sa Diyos dahil maayos naman kaming nakarating at napakalakas pa ng ulan may sakit na ng ako pero ok lang kahit pag0d dahiL masaya naman ako sahil nakita ko ang mga lab ones ko... haha habang nagbabyahe ay nakta kong nagbago na ang mga fence sa munoz at ako'y mejo na excite... w0w!para akong galing sa ibang mundo ha!sa malayong lugar sa kabundukan hahahaha

sa house..
pagkatapak ko sa bahay ay sinalubong ako ng kuya ko... w0w!ang linis ng baay!nilinis niya lahat!at di lang yun! parang prinsesa pa ko pag dating ko... lahat ay inihanda saakin... w0wwwwww sabi ko at xcited pa rin ako magkuwento.. pero pag0d na talaga ako kaya pagtapos nung pil young na un ay natulog nak0..

haay na! saturday!pag gising kumain... ata nanuod ng sweet 18 at tulog ulit... tym ng pag gising? 5:00 pm ata... basta hapon na... weLL pinagpahinga nila ako dahil naaawa na sila saking kalagayan.. all those sleepless nights ay binawi ko dito.. again.. like a princess!from dating taga- silbi nila... weLL naaawa yung mga un saakin hahahaha at eto hanggang 9pm ay internet pa rin... adik! weLL minsanan lang toh kaya nag research na ako... well magpupuyat ata ako n0h!skyos meh!haay masaya naman dahil uwi pa ako sa susunod na linggo sa bertday ng poren clasm8s ko aba!reuni0n uli!saya non!miss ko na kau lahat!mawaaah!

*~waLa na naMang magawa?o aYaw lang gumawa?*~!

haaay... pag wala nga namang magawa... the picture above??? nung prom pa yan nung 3rd year... ala lang... ewan ko nga ba... ito internet shop nanaman... dati sa bahay lang... bago pa naman yung computer ko pero di ko rin pala mapapakinabangan... haaay nako.. well ito ako gumagastos ng pagka mahal mahal dito na meron naman sa bahay... haay feel tuloy namin kami ay sinawin palad... ang dati kong komportableng lugar ay nawala na.... huhuhu mainit... malungkot... malayo sa iyong home town pero naisip ko na mapalad na rin naman ako nung pinili ko na rin na mag- aral dito.. dahil unang- una ay nakakapagtakang pumasa ako dito kesa sa ust... talagang gusto ni LorD na dito ako.. at isa pa siempre UP pa rin toh kaya maganda naman turo... at isa pa ayaw ni Lord na lagi nalang nasa comfort zone kasi hindi ako matututo... haay may problema dapat hindi lumala ang akong ano kay ano.... kaya ganon... ngayon ko nga lang naranasan dito na halos araw- araw ay lumalabas para bumili ng pagkain na dati ay sa bahay ko lang lagi kinukuha.. at least may advantage kaming mga nakatira dito dahil we are trained to be independent.. kaso di pa gaano dahil nag aadjust pa ako.. kakaiba dito.. pag weekends parang ghost town di katulad sa qc na mas madami pa gala sa mall pag mga weekends.. para tuloy nakakalungkot di kasi ako sanay ng tahimik... oo nga pala sa skul naman naalala ko nung block namin may pinasagutang information sheet... aba nagulat nalang ako mat tanong dun na "do you have gf or bf" at katabi non ay may nakalagay na no.. yes at searching ... bali pipili ka nalang... aba naisip ko.. "ano to?dating game?" ok din pala mga toPak na gawin ng uP ha... puede ka nila hanapan... aba... sabi daw nila interesting yun para sa mga stupidient na katulad namin... anyways.. wala naman kasi yung natitipuhan ko sa block ko kaya i'm not that interested..."charing!"hahaha kasi nasa ibang block siya... at isa pa wala akong balak mag seryoso n0h!natutuo nako at sabi ko nga na aral muna dahil mahirap talaga dito..mamaya di nako makapag concentrate dahil sakanya at ayoko na maging korny buhay ko pag nagseryoso pa ako..ang alam ko lang basta magaaral ako.. bow..ayun... basta.. may isa pa kng experience kagabi ako nalang huling gising tapos nag cr ako bago matulog... pag balik ko.. waaaah! nakalock ang pintyo at katok ako ng katok pero tulog na ang mga batang cila eswai at pura... lnakasan ko na pero 2log mantika sila!waah anong gagawin koh!?~ hanggang sa lumabas na yung ibang mga dorm mates ko sa kakakatok ko hahaha nakakahiya talaga kala ko matutulog na ko sa labas... buti nalang naihi si eswai at binuksan nia ako... aba pag gising namin kinabukasan.. nakalimutan pala ni eswai na umihi siya... well at least naka2log nako ng mahimbing 4 the 1st time! di ako gising na pawisan ang batok at buong klatawan dahil ganon lagi nangyayari sakin dahil nasanay ako sa airc0n sa bahay tuwing gabi.. pero masasanay din naman ako.. weLL sa 24 uuwi naman ako eh... SA WAKAS!!!!!!! HUUUUUU! GRABE!WELL inaanticipate ko na rin naman mag weekdays para inspired.. ok lang namang magkaroon ng inspirasyon basta wag lang maadiKK katulad niyan... excited nako at may dahilan pumasok dahiL sakanya... o diba!? its a motivation!hehehehe weLL bye na nanginginig na ako eh... sige!next time nalang

*~haha ngayon nalang ulit na ka blog*~

wahahaha hello grabe talaga 1st week ko dito hahaha ito magkukuwento nako ... talagang hindi ako makatulog sa mga first days ko... kahit naman hanggang ngayon yalagang natutulog na sila pero ako pinapanood ko lang yang mga yan tapos un waaaah!hinihintay ko lang mag- umaga waaaaaah.... well hirap talaga buhay sobrang homesic at talaga namang lakad kami everywhere... nung 15 nagorientation kami the whole day... haaay... ewan.. basta i remember talaga na nakatulog nako kay eswai nyahahaha well maganda day ko dahiL nakita ko si...... un tapos masaya talaga ako yun lang masasabi ko kahit na malungkot masasabi ko na inspired naman ang days ko... well ang main goal ko ay makapag- aral maige... un.. sabi ko nga magpapaka nerdy nalang ako... nyaak... hahahaha sobra naman un... eh ngayon nga imbis na maginternet para sa homework ko eh may iba akong ginagawa... ano un... well i'll post that in my secret blog... and that's for my blog only... sorry... haha well miss you guys <4n> see you nalang sa 24... mwaaah see yah!

*~i'm in Laguna*~

weLL nandito nako.. sa may baba ng dorm namin... grabe hindi ako makatulog grabe!nung 1st night sobra halos 3 hours lang tulog ko parang takot ako ano ba yan!!! i need a lot of adjustments dito kasi talagang naninibago ako.. ang i'm so lungkot pa no!weLL anyway ano pa nga ba magagawa ko kung hindi magtiis at masanay sa life ko dito... haay buhay talaga... magaaraL nalang ako ng maige!sige... i'll write more of my adventures next time... nyahahaha natatawa ako sa mga pangyayari na nalulungkot... ito lang alam ko... HOMESIC NA AKO!!! gusto ko na umuwi!!!

*~what does your room say abOut you*~

Joanna, your room tells us you're Classic

You don't have to be an old-timer to love traditional décor. Maybe your friends tease you about your "old-fashioned" taste, but for you, a big wood chest, plush bath linens, or anything made of white wicker could be the items that say "home." Read more about your style...

~*whaT potato chip are you*~

Joanna, you're a Wavy BBQ Potato Chip

The host with the most, you treat guests like they're family, and you love having people over for good times. Like your signature potato chip, you've got that down-home flavor that makes everyone feel comfortable and welcome.

The traditionalist in you enjoys bringing friends, family, neighbors, and even strangers together. From backyard BBQs to movie nights, your friendly ways make people feel like they're home. What could be more fun?

*~what's your panty personality*~

Joanna, you're a Boxsie

Sporty and fun, you love pumping up your adrenaline, whether through a good workout or a great kiss. After all, just because you know your way around the track, soccer field, or a pair of roller blades doesn't mean you don't like to be girly. In fact, you know that there's no better way to bring out your flirty, feisty, and fun side. And that's what makes you a cute and sassy pair of boxsies.

Always trying your best to be the optimist, you love encouraging people to go after what they want. That's what makes you such an energetic and outgoing friend. You love going the extra mile. Keep on truckin'!
Find the perfect panties to match your fun-loving personality. Check out the hottest new styles from Victoria’s Secret PINK collection. Don’t miss out!

*~i got 13.. just close...~*

A. NAGAWA mo na bang.. ~~

1. Maglakad sa kalye khit d ka panagsusuklay at hihilamos sa umaga?~ no

2. Tumawid sa baha ng Espana?~no
3. Maligo sa ulan na walang bra/brief?~ yes

4. Tumawid sa no jaywalking zone?~ yes

5. Magdial ng mga number sa teleponong mga taong d mo kilala?~ oo naman...

6. Maglagay ng thumbtacks sa upuan ngteacher mo?~ di noh...

7. Magsulat sa pader ng school?~ sa upuan lang...

8. Magsulat sa puno?~ yata bata pa ko nun...

9. Umakyat sa bakod ng school?~ no

10. Magpanggap na ibang tao satelepono?~ yes

11. Isumbong ang kaklase mongpinakopya mo na nataasan ka pa?~ no

12. Halikan ang crush mo habang tulog?~ nope

13. Awayin ang school guard nyo?~ i think so

~~ B. KAYA mo bang.. ~~

1. Mag shop lift?~ no

2. Pindutin ung fire alarm sa bldg nio?~ nope

3. Tapikin sa balikat ung priest sasimbahan?~ yes

4. Patayin ung speaker o ungmicrophone ng teacher mo?~ no

5. Matulog ng walang damit sa ibangbahay?~ nope

6. Dayain ang grades mo?~ nope

7. Magbihis sa harap ng mga tao.~ oo naman

8. Itago ang phone ng kaibigan mo?~ yes... pero lokohan lang

9. Mag pretend na galit sa friend mo?~ of course many times..

10. Manutok ng baril?~ of course not
~~ C. BINALAK mo na bang? ~~

1. Makipag live in sa bf/gf ng best friendmo?~ of course not

2. Makipag date sa crush ng bestfriendmo?~ yata hahaha

3. Mang agaw ng bf/gf ng may bf/gf?~ nope

4. Magtulak ng drugs?~ nope

5. Mag utos ng tao para pumatay?~ no!!!

6. Magpanggap na patay ka na?~ yes>>>?

7. Mangolekta ng limos sa kalsada?~ no hahaha ayokong manghingi

9. Maglagay ng patay na ipis sa upuanng kaaway mo?~ nope!

10. Magpadala ng death threat?~ no

~~ FINISH ~~

Bilangin mo ung YES mong sagot thenilagay mo satitle ng message na ito, kapag 15 pataasung yesmo, WELCOME TO THE CLUB ng mgataongmalalakas magtrip!!!

15+ Hayop ka, lahat nalang ng trip sabuhayginawa mo na.. ewan ko ba, siguromeron pa jangmas grabe na ginawa mo!! YOU'RE IN!!!

14 to 11 - malapit lapit ka na... kontinglakas nalang ng loob!! YOU'RE OUT!

10 - 7 - moody kang tao. wala lang. bastamaisipan mo yun na..

6 - below - BORING KANG KASAMA!!!: /

TOP 20 SCHOOLS

ahh sa kaka surf ko po nahanap ko ito sa blog ng iba.. WALANG BIAS TO HA! wag pa kau magalit or what nakita ko lang..

THE TOP 20 SCHOOLS IN THE PHILIPPINES

This statistics is a result of the study conducted by the Professional Regulation Commission (PRC) and the Commission on Higher Education (CHED), based on the average passing in the BOARD EXAMINATIONS OF ALL COURSES of all universities and colleges in the Philippines.

This study is concluded every 10 years. The following is the result of the first study from 1992 to 2001. Eleven schools come from Luzon, two from the Visayas and seven from Mindanao.

1. University of the Philippines (Diliman
Campus /
Luzon)

2. University of the Philippines (Los
Banos Campus
/ Luzon)

3. University of the Philippines (Manila
Campus /
Luzon)

4. Silliman University (Dumaguete City /
Visayas)

5. Ateneo de Davao University (Davao /
Mindanao)

6. Ateneo de Manila University (Manila /
Luzon)

7. University of Sto. Tomas (Manila /
Luzon)

8. Mindanao State University (Iligan
Institute of
Tech/ Mindanao)

9. Pamantasan ng Lungsod ng Maynila
(Manila /
Luzon) kung saan ako nag-aaral

10. Saint Louis University (Baguio City /
Luzon)

11. University of San Carlos (Cebu City /
Visayas)

12. Xavier University (Cagayan de Oro /
Mindanao)

13. Mindanao State University (Main /
Mindanao)

14. Urios College (Butuan City /
Mindanao)

15. Polytechnic University of the
Philippines
(Manila/ Luzon)

16. De La Salle University (Manila /
Luzon)

17. Mapua Institute of Technology
(Manila / Luzon)

18. Adamson University (Manila / Luzon)

19. Central Mindanao University (
Bukidnon/
Mindanao)

20. University of Southern Philippines
(Davao /
Mindanao)


ahhhh nakita ko lang walang bias yan ha!hahahaha

~*wow*~

napapawow ako dahil ngaun lang ulit ako magpopost.. haay masyado na maraming nangyari saakin nitong mga araw.. nag swim na ako with my friends... thanks talaga!.. lumabas na kami ng mga original barkada ko.. saya saya.. at dahil sa pinag gagagawa naming last minute goodbye's.. mas lalo akong nahihirapan lumipat.. pero cool un.. basta siguro magiging busy nako.. promise ko kasi magpapaka nerd ako joke lang pero alam ko babalik na naman ako sa dating busy sched ko.. malapit nako umalis.. hahaha tska nga pala ang ganda nitong libro na ito..


haha you'll see.. nyahahahaha

nakakawala ng interes sa mga dating with you know who...... hahahaha
cge bangag pako kasi kakagising ko lang... mwaah!

*~huh?!*~

You are BEND AND NOT BREAK. I wish I knew more
people like you! You're sacrificial and
generous, the kind of person everyone wants to
know.


Which Dashboard Confessional song are you?
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waaah!is dis true??? don't know!~hahhahahaha

~*memories*~

well kakatapos ko lang basahin to

hahaha naalala ko tuloy yung high school days ko nakakatawa talaga haha pero talaga namang may sense of humor yung mga pinagsasasabi ni bob ong.. naalala ko yung mga saya, hirap, lungkot,galit nung highschool ako hahaha andun na yung mga pangaasar,kalokohan,aral-aral hahaha(thinking.....)

naalala ko nung 1st year ako saya.. nasa regular section ako noon at mga kalokohan mga kaklase ko.. parang ako nalang isa sa mga pinaka matitino.. eh kasi nangako ako sa sarili ko na magsisipag nako sa high school at magiging seryoso sa pag-aaral.. sa awa ng Diyos,, nag 1st honor pako.. wahaha pero kung sa creamsection.. ako lang ang una sa pinakahuli na honor nila.. ayos lang.. at least di naman kumplikado ang buhay sa mga weirdo at nerd don.. (pananaw ng mga classmates ko) don ko nadanasan ang iba't- ibang mga kalokohan ng mga tao.. minsan nga nagsawa na akong magpakatino kasi ako ung ginugulangan nila eh haha kasi lahat ng homework ko kalat sa buong klase.. pero kala nila?aba mautak ata kami ng kaibigan ko!minsan sa finals na.. at walang mga notes ang classmates ko.. pina photocopy buongmga notes namin.. sabi namin kami nalang magxerox.. magbayad lang sila.. di nila alam.. may tubo yun haha!bakit ba?eh kami nagpakahirap dun noh!tapos sila kokopya lang at di na nagisip?haha eh di may balato pa ako dun!(haha wag maingay!) pero matatgal na yun noh..
... pero sa totoo lang mas nakakaawa sila dahil wala silang natutunan kundi mag paganda.. mag blush- on at gumawa ng kung anu- anong kabalastugan.. mas nakakaawa yun kesa sa kinokopyahan ka

naalala ko pa non.. one time wala kaming teacher at pinagsabihan kami na walang lalabas ng ibang teacher.. eh nagkataon vice ako nun kaya naman ayaw namin magpalabas kasi yun ang uso dun.. puro cr ang bukang bibig ng mga kaklase ko ewan k0o ba kung anong meron dun sa mahiwagang cr na yun at kinababaliwan nila .. "hndi puede eh!" sabi namin nung presidente.. tapos yung isa kong kaklase maya- maya umuhi sa pader.. yuck!ang baboy!(lalake yun ha.. grabe naman kung babae mahiya naman siya) sabi niya "eh ayaw niyo magpalabas eh!" haay ang buay talaga.. tumawa ka nalang.. tapos yung isa ko pang classmate pinunasan ihi niya nung pang tali sa kurtina (eeewss!) haay..
pero the next year.. nasa cream section na ako.. kinabahan ako dahil sabi nila magiging nerd lang daw ako dun.. aba ewan!pagpasok ko.. kanya - kanyang grupo.. may mga maarte,mukhang anime at kung anu- ano.. well medyo dimure muna ako nung una.. bago eh.. pero habang tumagal umingay na rin ako.. ang aking totoong kulay.. bow.naalala ko ito sa rt ko..(sorry ha walang personalan natawa lang talaga ako)

hahaha naaalala ko pa non katabi ko siya tapos napatitig ako.. tapos naalala ko pa yung sa pic kaya tawa ako ng tawa na parang wala ng bukas.. nagtataka siya.. sabi ko wala lang kasi mapipikon yun eh .. kasi naman caught in the act eh..hahaha kala nila!pinagtripan din nila ako noh!gusto ko mmang ipost yung pic na yun.. gagawin ko namang kahihiyan ang sarili ko.. di bale nalang..
naalala ko pa non.. may project kaming biogas,aba kailangan nang tae for short.. tapos a asign saakinang maglagay nga tae habang pinipicturan.. anak ng tae!natuluan pa ako.. peste!nagpakahirap ako tapos bagsak lang pala yung grade dahil hindi lumabas yung apoy.. tapos nung food fair naalala ko nagluto kami ng kung anu- ano.. tapos ako nagbebenta yung ga ka group ko nasa likod lang.. nyak!napagod ba?pero mas masama naman ang nangyari sa kabilang group.. kasi natapon ung sauce nang ititinda nilang sphaghetti, balita ko non nagpuyat pa nga sila haay kawawang sauce..
well unang year ng adjustment.. putakte!ganon pala sa creamsection..kung dati 1st honor na ko na pa easy- easy lang.. ngayon puro expectation na sa mga teachers.. kala ko wala nang mashihirap dun.. hanggang nung mag 3rd year ako at 4th yr.. mas mahirap pa..

pero habang tumatagal nagiging close naman kami ng classmates ko.. napansin ko na mas naging wild ako(nyaik!) at masaya dahil may mga love teams at kalokohan despite the obstacles ng pag-aaral.. dun ko naintindihan na hindi naman puro nerd ang mga nandun.. tutal ito ang mga facts tungkol dun
1.may dalang libro tuwing recess.. pero sa totoo lang kung akala mo nagaaral kami.. actually di kami nakapag basa kaya babasahin nalang namin
2.minsan props lang(madalas pala) kala mo makakapag-aral ka pero kakain ka nalang at makikipag daldalan
3.para kaming tanga na nagpapraktis sa labas at kung anu- anong ka kornihan ginagawa namain para lang ma impress ang guro.. minsan para na nga kaming nagdadasal na tribo parang may ritwal..para daw unique.. ganyan na rin ako mag-isip nung nalipat ako dito
4.sa classroom ay sobrang wild namin.. nung 2nd year at walang guro ay nagwala kami.. sumayaw lahat sabay-sabay.. nabaliw lahat!ako lang naman ang umupo sa table ng teacher at nagkakakanta parang baliw hanggang sa di k0o namanlayan na nagbabalett na ang iba at ako ay hinahagisan na ng piso.. at nakalagay sa labas "keep- out:mga baliw" parang ganon ba..
5. may nagtetext sa gitna ng kani-kanilang hita para makipagusap kay boypren at meron pang tumawag na nahuli ng guro
6.may tshirt na join forces na ginaya ng ibang section
7.minsan di nila kami naintindihan sabi ba naman may IQ lang daw kami pero walang EQ.. aba guro pa daw nagsbi nun.. naginit mga ulo0 namin.. kala kasi nila puro aral kami.. di naman puro kopyahan nga eh.. kala nila wala kaming social life eh sa totoo nga lang eh umiinom pa ng toma ang mga kamag-aral ko wahahaha(secret lang ha!)
8. madalas na kaming magkaproblema nung 3rd at 4th year nung mas lalo kaming close.. naging sakit kami ng ulo ng mga teachers dahil wala na daw kami galang puro talino nalang ang pinapairal.. sakit naman non.. mababait naman kami kaya joined forces pa rin.. para bang kalaban namin silang lahat kahit regular section outcasts kami eh.. pero go parin ang figthing spirit ng mga loko!yun nga lang sobrang sama na ng image namin.. di naman kami perpekto eh.. taas ng expectation lagi saamin
9.sobrang ingay namin ewan ko ba.. ang aga-aga di ba dapat wala kang gana makipagchikahan pag maaga kasi antok ka pa?pero ako naglalakad palang sa corridor ng 630 am eh nakakarinig na ng malakas na usapan eh ang layo ko pa sa classroom.. kala ko dami tao pero pag dating ko.. mga 5 tao palang ang nasa loob.. hahaha talagang ganon pero isang araw napilitan kaming tumahimik.. buong araw.. kasi araw-araw nalang kaming pinapagalitan.. may nawa-walk out pa nga na teacher dahil sa kaingayan namin.. pero nung araw na yun dahil sa desperado na kami na wag magquiz.. tumahimik kami.. nagkaisa ang lahat aba di mapakali guro namin dahil para kaming nagtago bigla ng mga sungay namin.. para lang wag matuloy ang quiz.. eh mabait naman yuntg guro eh.. ayos pumayag
10.minsan may mga paborito kaming mga guro na sadyang mababait.. kaya pag bday nila ay naghahanda kami.. pero isang beses bday ng isang guro at may quiz kami sa geometry nun.. "nako ano kayang delaying tactic?!"dahil bright kami.. at the fair nun ung mga tira ay niluto namin at hinanda sakanya at pinagkuwento namin siya tungkol sa buhay niya.. aba gumana!nag bell na!at least nausog ang quiz..haay salamat!
11.naranasan na rin namin maging mukhang kakatawa sa harap ng klase para lang maimpress ang teacher na kahit anong effort ay nakasimangot pa rin sa ginawa mo
12.may mga kumakai sa rum.. actually kaming lahat angmasama pa non ang hilig namin sa corniks.. eh pampabaho ng hininga eh minsan tinagao namin sa adviser pero nung nagsalita kami ng sabay-sabay.. aba naamoy at sabi "anong kinakain niyo?" buti nalang mabait siya
13.best ang mga teachers ng 3rd year .. naranasan ko pa makasama ang cool na cool na teacher na sumama pa sa aming concert na pinuntahan na nilagay ko ang ticket na mahal sa payong para makapasok sila sa may mga upuan.. bale nagbayad ako mahal sila 500 lang hahaha
14. lalo na nung last sa taon ay naranasan ko ang mga paghihinagpis sa mga guro.. sobrang puyat nako nun naalala ko.. puro woryy kasi ako kaya ginagawa ko agad.. halos masuka nako sa hirap.. naalala ko 3 hours lang tulig ko nung exam.. mukha na akong losyang sa pagod.. puro hw.. project.. basa ng book.. waah!PARANG sasabog ulo ko kahit recess at lunch di ka na makakakain dahil kulng pa yung oras dun para mag-aral o gumawa ng homework na hindi pa tapos.. ang hinaing "tao rin po kami ms. .... kumakain din kami at natutulog!" kaya m9insan pag dumating ka.. tulog mga tao.. pero ewan ko ba hyper pa rin ang iba at nakukuha pang dumaldal despite the fact na pagod na sila.. syempre may mga tampuhan pang nangyayari sa klase.. may iba daw mayabang.. maarte.. kung anu- ano.. pero 1 percent lang sila sa klase.. the rest.. nagmamahalan..
15. ang di na matiis sa mga huling araw.. aba halos lahat ng mga ms. nung 3rd year ay naging kabaliktaran.. yung iba sabi nila "magmemenoipose na ata sila" yung iba kung anu-ano nang sinasabing names katulad ng "annie B" kasi sumasayaw daw pag gabi,"lilipop"kasi may *** naiiwan na***** sa kanyang ipin(haha takot pa rin isulat!),tsumami.. kasi baka mahigop daw kami... haha and so on... (aba parang makonsensya!) ngayon yun pero dati kung anu- ano nang tawag sa kanila dahil sa hirap.. haay kawawang mga nilalang
16. kahit ma jeerbox ka , umutot,bastos... alam nila at ok lang tanggap ka nila kung ano ka.. di ka na mahihiya dahil ilang taon na kayong magkakasama
17. may ka group ako nung 3rd year kami ay naguusap ng mga ka****** at yung isa ay nagtatakip ng tenga kunwari di nakikinig.. pero kinikilig na pala siya at namumula na ang tenga.. weirdo! minsan pa ay nag volleyball kami at dalawa kaming di marunong at nung tinira niya ay nagalit sakanya iba kong ka group tapos sabi ko "ok lang yan!ako rin di marunong" aba dinamayan ko pa man din! tapos nung napikon na sabi niya sa iba "si joanna kasi eh" aba!!!!!ako na nga nagmagandang loob na umintindi!ako pa sinisi!naasar ako at naginit ang dugo ko "palibasa ang weirdo nia!at lumipat ako ng silya.. pero dati yun.. ngayon siya na ang number one fan ko!(hahaha)
18. nang lastbyear na ako na ang pinagtitripan na baboy or oinky pero nattuwa naman ako.. kaya lang yung leader namin ang tawag sakanya ay bakla.. babae siya pero ganon boses niya.. sobrang napagtitripan.. aba galit din ako datio sakanya dahil nangiindian sa responsibilidad.. ewan ko ba nung naging katabi ko na siya bumait ako sakanya at ako pinaka close nia sa rt ako lang ata ang tinetext niya saamin ng quotes.. (cgro talagang mabait lang ako..wahaha cge na makapal na kung makapal!)

masasaya ang mga araw non.. kahit mahirap .. may patutunguhan.. ngayon college na kami,.. nagkikita pa rin kahit papaano.. pero alam kong di magtatagal at alaala nalang ang matitira.. dahil busy na ang bawat isa sa bagong kaibigan at mga pakikipagsapalaran.. pero mga pipol.. pangako.. di ko makakalimutan lahat.. naging memorable ang bawat araw.. para saakin dahil ang lungkot ay mapapawi pag pumasok ka sa mahiwgang section ng N.. at sana wag mangyari balang araw na hindi na natin makilala ang isa't- isa..

~*mga KaLokohaN pag inLaBabo*~

gusto niyo malaman kung pan0 mainlababo ang isang taong praning at sa una'y magugustuhan niya ang feeling ngunit sa huli ay para bang isusuka niya ang mga pangyayari.. kung pano niya pagsisisihan ang mga nangyari?heto ang kuwento ni loko
1. una, magkagalit muna sila, asar sila sa isa't- isa.. sana nga ay hindi na nakita ni loko si girL dahil nabibwisit na siya sa pagmumukha nito.. pati pag tawa at kahit ano man sakanya.. tapos dyahe pa!ang plastik!naku!wag na n0h!
2. nung nag bagong taon.. siyempre kailangan lahat i-greet mo.. nako wala nang choice si loko kundi itext lahat kahit ung pinaka kinakaasaran nia.. kasama na dun ung girL.. sa kabilang dako dahil holiday naman.. nagtext na rin ang girl.. sa isip-isip ni loko "ay may kabaitan naman ito kahit papaano"

ayan lumipas ang mga buwan na wala silang pakealam sa isa't isa.. madalas makita ni loko sa internet ang girL ngunit hindi sila nagpapansinan.. madalas nauuna si Loko pero hindi siya pinapansin ni girL"snabera ba daw?!" tse! ang nasabi ni loko "kung ayaw mo saakin mas ayaw ko rin sayo! ngunit isang araw..

1. napilitang tumawag si loko kay girL dahil sa mga pagkakataong hindi inaasahan.. "pare palakasan nalang ng loob ito!" kaya ayan.. ring ring! "hello?" at c girL na nga iyon.. sa umpisa.. nagkakailangan pa talagang magtatanong lang si loko ng mga kaunting bagay na kailangan niyang malaman.. malamig ang pag-uusap.. ngunit maya- maya'y na feel ni loko na interbyuhin muna c girL dahil feel niyang makipag- usap noon.. hanggang sa nagkapalagayan naman ng loob lalo na nung may isang topic na naging interesting kay girL.. sakanya lang ha.. pero dahIL nahulog sa bitag ang loko.. aba tinulungan naman.. take note: lumabas ang taga konsensya para sabihin sa kaniya na "o tigil na ha!baka mapasubo ka nanaman!gagamitin ka lang niyan!loko ka talaga!" pero sabi ni loko sa sarili "hindi yan noh!natuto na kaya ako!tutulungan ko lang tong girL na toh!mukhang hopeless eh..sabi ng konsensya "bahala ka nga!"
2. ayan mistulang naging spy si loko dahil sa mga pinag-uuutos ni girL sakanya.. kaya lang feeling kasi ni loko mabait tong si girL kaya naman sinusuportahan nalang nia at nagmimistulan pa siyang reporter nito araw- araw.. pero di naman nagrereklamo si loko.. bakit kaya?tsk tsk

ito na ang mga senyas: nagdedeny na si loko sakanyang mga nararamdaman
1.sabi ng isang kaibigan habang kinukuwento ni loko ang mga usap nila ni girL "huh?baka mamaya mahulog ka na naman diyan ha!" sabi ni loko "hindi noh!yuck!" pero from the back of his mind.. "nako..ano ba tong nararamdaman ko?pero hate to admit it.. pride ko toh pare!"
2. isang holiday.. kailangan munang magbakasyon.. bago yun ay halos araw- araw na nag- uusap sila at nagtetext.. cno ba naman di madedebelop dun..kaya nung bakasyong maikli.. namiss ni loko ang girL.. ilang araw lang naman itong hindi nagtetext.. at tumatawag.. namiss niya sobra.. bakit kaya?tanong niya sa sarili.. parang di kumpleto ang araw pag di cia nakausap.. grabe na to!nakakaloka!tapos isang gabi.. biglang nagtext!aba ubod ng saya ang loko!saloob- loob nga lang niya.. at sabi nia"hindi!di ko siya gusto!ano ako tanga?nabigo na ako ilang beses tapos uulitin ko pa ulit?baliw!hindi noh!hindi puede~!" ayan.. ayaw yan ang sinasabing ayaw tanggapin ng utak ngunit iyon ang sinisigaw ng .. lam mo na.. korny kasi eh
3. bakit ganon? tanong ni loko sa sarili.. "bakit kahit may ginagawa ako.. kahit gano pa kaimportante yon.. pag tumawag ang girL.. iiwanan niya lahat ng kanyang trabaho?kahit nga maubos ang load ko lalabas pa ako kahit sobrang gabi na o magmamakaawa sa aking ina upang makitext lng?" ayan na ang naglalaro sa kanyang isipan.. aba? bakit nga ba?o ano?kinain mo rin mga sinabi mo no?DI DAW MAGKAKAGUSTO!EH NAHULOG KA NA NGA SA BITAG!
4. nagiimbento ng mga pangyayari na wala namang katotohanan ang iba mapaligaya lang ang girL

ang mga kapighatian:KATOTOHANAN o REALITY 'ika nga
1. dahil sa nagpatuloy parin ang mga walang kuwentang pag-uusap unti- unti ng nahulog ang loko sa girL ngunit di niya naisip na ginagamit lang siya nito nung isang araw na naging busy na ito at wala nang makuwento ang loko kaya wala ng pakealam sa kanya dun niya naisip na hinihintay na pala niya ang bawat sandali sakanyang cellphone para magtext ito.. nyaak.. pano na yan?
2. unti- unti ng nagiisip ng mga weirdong bagay so loko para matigil na ang komunikasyon sakanila ng girL.. kung anu- anong plano.. pero palpak!kasi kinakausap pa siya nito!hay nako the flesh is willing eh kaya di niya naman natiis at kinausap niya ito..
3. unti- unti na niyang naisip at inamin na wala na siyang magagawa dahil nahulog na nga siya sa pain.. nalaglag na ang puso niya!nako tsk tsk lagot ka na ngayon!ayaw man niya pero nangyari na.. unti- unti siyang kinakain.. ang dami na niyang na sacrifice para lang sa girL na ito na hindi na man naaapreciate ng girL na yun.. haay.. kawawang bata ano pa ba?eh hopeless na..
4. puro deny cia pag gising .. araw-araw sinasabi.. ay ayoko na sakanya.. o kaya "ok na ko!nakalimutan ko na siya!" pero mamaya.. hindi pa pala!

mga ToRTUrE:
1. pagkagising siya ang lumabas sa isip
2.talagang nagseselos na siya
3.namimiss na nia ang boses nito
4.naisip niya lahat ng mga inaksaya niyang mga oras para kausapin ang girL at ngaung hindi na siya nito kinakausap parang sumasabog ang puso niya
5.lagi nalang malungkot
6.nagkukunwaring masaya
7.laging guilty sa mga pangyayari
8.hirap- na hirap na sa paglimot sa taong hindi naman makalimutan at bawat oras ay naaalala.. hirap non pare!
9.walang nakakaintindi dahil tinatago niya ang kanyang nararamdaman at laging "ok lang" daw siya
10.hirap dahil lam mong wala siyang pakealam at saya niya ngunit ikaw ay sobrang pighati na parang araw- araw ay nadudurog ang puso
11.nagsesenti- senti pag nakakarinig ng mga hurtful na kanta... aaww!
12.umiiyak sa isang madilim na sulok dahil di matanggap na iniiyakan niya ang walang kuwentang nilalang

pero kung tutuusin kasalanan din niya.. di siya nakinig sa mga babala.. at karma lang yan dude!

mga naging solusyon..
1.burahin ang pangalan at contact no. sa cellphone(actually ilang beses na niyangb binura ito at pinalit-palitan ang pangalan ngunit hindi rin natiis binabalik naman)pero this time wala ng balikan!
2.burahin sa ym
3. di na kausapin kahit saan
4.wag na sumama sa lakad kung saan naroon siya

well di pa daw tapos ang kuwento.. tingnan natin kung gagana ang mga solusyon na yan at kung anong mangyayari sa kanya sa bandang huli

O ANO?ALAM NIYO NA!WAG NA KASING MAKULIT!WAG NA MAGPALOKO SA MGA FEELINGS NAYAN!MAGARAL NALANG MABUTI!KALOKOHAN KASI YANG MGA YAN!AKSAYA LANG SA ORAS!parang ganito hahahaa

~*pagninilay- nilay:si loko at si girL*~

ang araw na ito?!whew nakakaasar kasi di ako nagising ng maaga para naman makapag internet ako ng libre.. haay naku kagabi nanaman sinumpong na naman ako ng pagka- drama queen ko minsan talaga gan0n.. well may mga naisip lang naman ako..
~~ una, pagtapos ko basahin ang vince life.. naisip ko na mahirap talaga ang long distance love relationship.. haha kasi di un nagwork kanila andrea at vince.. pero ayon nga sa kasabihan.. kung talagang para sayo.. babalik rin yun at magkakatuluyan kayo.. yun ay kung para nga sayo (ano ba yan aga- aga ang corny ng naiisip ko) iba talaga nagagawa ng libro.. lumalawak imahinasyon ko kung anu- ano tuloy nasasabi ko bwahahaha
~~ pangalawa, sa iba pang summit books na nabasa ko, bakit mga babae ngayon nagpapahawak na sa mga bf nila?mga lalake pala ngayon agresiive na.. sabagay eh ung nabasa ko mga 26 plus na cla.. pero kahit na!dapat medyo ay hindi pala dapat kasal na.. sorry ha makaluma pa rin ang pag-iisip ko pero yun talaga ang prinsipyo ko sa buhay.. kanya kanya lang yan noh!

bakit ganon pag may nangyaring masaya sayo maya-maya aatakihin ka nanaman ng kalungkutan?naiisip ko na naman ang malapit kong pag- alis.. whew.. 18 days to go nalang! haha sigurado di ako makakatulog agad dun hehe ito nalang kuwento sa inyo:
naisip na naman ung 'duh?! nagdadrama na naman c loko.. kasi nananahimik na nga lumabas pa yung pangalan niya sa ym.. kaya ginawa ni loko binura niya agad ung name nia.. bwahahaha kasi pagtapos nun naramdaman na naman ni loko ang pagbilis ng tibok.. eeeewss! tapos ayun c loko nagdrama na sa kuwarto.. na torture na naman siya nung 'duh?! na wala namang kaalam- alam sa mundo.. kaasar!gusto nang pumasok ni loko para makalimutan na ang eewss ng buhay niya.. pero yun nga lang pagpumasok na siya mamimiss niya na ang mga bagay- bagay..
kawawang bata.. naiisip pa rin niya ang panggagamit na ginawa sa kanya..dati rati'y closde sila dahil may mga dahilan.. dahil nagagamit pa niya ang loko pero dahil hindi na kapaki- pakinabang.. wala nang pakealam ang "girl na yun" sakanya.. pero di rin kasalanan ni girl na magkagusto sakaya si loko.. kaya itong si loko.. praning na kakaiisip kay girl.. para bang tinotorture siya... "ahhhhhh tama na!" ika niya.. nakakaawa naman talaga.. laging bigo si loko.. gusto man niyang kalimutan si girl.. kahit panaginip nito ay hinu- hunt siya.. ano yan nightmare?!pati dun sinusundan siya ng mga alaala niya.. galit na si loko sakanya.. pero aminin man niya o hindi.. gusto pa rin niya si girL.. hindi pa rin niya makalimutan ang mga nice convesations nila together.. ito ang nabuong feelings niya para kay girl na sa simula pa lamang ay hindi na dapat mangyari dahil alam na niya na ito lang ang kakahantungan non.. pero ano nga bang magagawa niya?mas malakas ang puso dahiL tinatalo nito ang bawat laman ng pagiisip niya.. na kahit i- deny niya man.. alam niya sa sarili niya na masarap ang pakiramdam.. pero lahat yun ay mali!sa simula palang ay mali na dahil hindi naman siya ang tipo ni girl.. c girl ay walang pake alam dahil di naman niya care' ang nangyayari kay loko at wala siyang alam.. talagang hiwalay na ang landas nila.. sa ibang eskwelahan na nag-aaral ang girL at c loko naman ay ganon din.. "things won't work- out" ika nga.. at hindi naman talaga siya gusto ni girl.. ano nga bang magagawa niya?hinihintay lang niya na makalimutan niya si girl na hindi naman madali.. haay si loko ang tanga talga!pero di naman niya pinili yun.. may mga warning signs na nga siya sa umpisa na wag na niyag ipagpatuloy.. pero sige pa rin siya dahil kala niya hindi siya mahuhulog sa "trap" pero wala na siyang magawa nung maramdaman na niya ang mga di inaasahang mga bagay.. haay.. nakakaawa nnnnnamang talaga.. to be continued..

*~whew! a day out again with my hs classmates!*~

crap!i woke up this morning around 7:50! and I have a badminton game with my hs friends at around 8!whoah!the reason I woke up late this morning is because I went to the Miss Teen Philippines pageant yesterday which was held in AFP theater because ate Princess or Ellore, the daughter of my m0m's bestfriend and my childhood friend,qualified in the finals!imagine she is now the 2nd runner up of ms. teen 2005.. well i took pictures (sorry i don't have infrared yet.. just gonna buy maybe next month?) of the top 5 winners and im pretty sure they are some kind of popular now because a lot of media man was there and they were taking pictures and you know.. some sort of interview.. well those girls were not just gorgeous but also they have the brains.. you know they're witty.. well what can i say? CONGRATULATIONS!..
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well that's it i was late and i made them wait for me at jollibee siena.. sorry guys.."bangag pa ko eh..< but still they waited for me... that's why i love you.. hahaha and then we played for one hour.. then we ate at Mc Donalds..(at least its not Jollibee!) sawang sawa nako dun eh! > and we had planned to go to erik's place and watch some DVD's but we just decided to go to sm north to watch another movie.. hahaha its bikini open.. hahaha its not a bold movie!actually its just R-13!my friends and I just had so much fun!its funny.. well i just thought that sometimes ou don't need to exert too much effort to watch.. because in my case in some movies that I have seen already.. some stories were complicated.. well i'm not saying that i don't like it.. of course I do..! because you can be a good analizer and critisizer of those films.. but sometimes you can just watch to speak your heart out!and just be yourself.. i laughed to hard a while ago.. and I noticed that I'm so happy to be with my classmates in High School because as I have said a couple of times .. we're really close and eventhough I do some things that are really crazy.. I will not be ashamed because they know me so much.. and we are so comfortable with each other.. and I love that!I felt so belong again.. Gosh! I really do miss you guys.. hope you're alright.. well that's it.. i'm signing off .. I had a bad day yesterday before the beauty pageant because it rained too hard and I was even forced to buy an umbrella but still my whole pants were so drenched with rain.. and while I'm walking a bus suddenly splashed water in my pants again... so cold and i was freezing outside.. and i was late because the girl in front me is so slow ... grrr!! it took me 20 minutes in the Kodak photoshop to print the project of my brother.. well .. its just fine because my friend won 2nd runner up in the pageant.. and its worth it.. haha bye!I'M SIgning off!

~*lalala*~

19 days to go nalang.. babush na... waah talagang aalis na ako sa comfort zone ko.. why is it difficult forme>>??? so so difficult talaga.. pero masasanay din ako noh!di ba? ok lang naman ako ngayon puro basa ng books.. harhar at tinatamad na ako mag gym.. bakit kaya?? basta tamad na ako eh bahala na eh wala na akong gana eh wala na akong magagawa.. bukas badminton kami ok na ba yun??



yan babasahin ko palang.. wahahaha well tsaka nalang magsulat la nako masabi..bye!

~*oNe LasT crY*~

waaah what a day!masasabi ko lang.. ang sarap ng may mga tunay na kaibigan.. actually ngayon ngayon nalang kami nagbobonding ulit ng orig barkada ko ang saya.. kaya mas lalo tuloy akong mahihirapan umalis.. nangako din ako sa sarili ko ngayon na kakalimutan ko na ang mga bagay- bagay na walang maitutulong saakin.. pero mahirap pa rin.. i'm still struggling to fight over it.. kaya ko to!ika nga.. basta hindi hinahanap yun .. darating nalang yun sa panahong di mo inaasahan.. siyempre nahihirapan na rin ako pero ganon talaga buhay.. magtiis ka nalang..

ganyan talaga buhay.. haay papasok nalang ako para makalimutan na toh..

~~mga araL na naTuTuNan~~

ehem.. well anung oras na?? umaga na! well libre ang internet kaya ok lang.. my brother got sick and as usual i'm taking care of him.. kaya di pa ako tulog wahaha di bale talagang balak ko madaling araw dahil "free internet hours kasi.." well kuwento ko nangyari nung sAt and sun.. kasi monday na ngaun wahahaha well we went to mall and we ate at Cabalen.. no offense but i didn't enjoy the food.. busog na kaya ako?! ewan.. baka.. tapos nuod kami ng starwars 3 return of the sith.. weLL nakakaasar.. kasi naging Darth Vader na siya pero actually dami kong nalamang lessons sa story nun..
**mga napagisip-isip ni gabbang**
1. kaya naturn si annakin sa dark side ay dahil sa LOVE.. yes! he was blinded by love.. love blinds you.. kaya pati mission niya ay nakalimutan niya at nagawa niyang pumatay dahil na inlababo siya.. tsk.. tsk.. kaya kung may ambisyon at misyon ka sa buhay.. think again.. mind over the heart muna.. before its too late na hindi mo na matuwid ang pagkakamali mo.
2. ngayon ko lang nalaman na umuubo pala ang mga robot.. nagkakasakit din pala sila
kung sa assesment.. naliwanagan na rin ako nung napanuod ko yan wahaha

feeling ko talaga may purpose rin at message talaga saakin kung bakit ko napanuod yan.. nagpapasalamat ako dahil mas naliwanagan ako.. pero secret na yun!wahaha

~~ isa pang sign! well sa church naman ang setting swak din ang message kanina
well talagang nararamdaman ko na ang sabi saakin as a personal message"hindi ko dapat biguin c Father Jesus.. kailangan kong magawa ang misyon ko sa buay at kailangang illiminate ko ang mga bagay na makakagulo lang sa pagtupad ng misyon na un.. naks!kailangan i-sacrifice ko ang mga ilang bagay.. at baka bumagsak lang ako at di ko pa maabot ang dream Nia para saakin pag NainLababo ako diba?! kaya pigilan na dapat ang mga bagay na yoon.. kaya ngayon kailangan ko na ng disiplina.. NO BOYLETS ALLOWED! bwahahahaha at isa pa gusto ko sana boyfriend ko doctor din kaya matagal pa dapat pag proper medicine nah.. pero kahit na mmadali akong madistract eh.. kaya dapat wala pa.."
mga natutunan ko:
1. in the little things we do , we can serve God
2. Keep the Main thing the Main thing, and te main thing is God..
3. attempt greathing for God because we serve a great God!
4. don't put to shame the name of the Lord.. kaya dapat iwasan temptations..
5. there's nothing impossible with God
6. We must look to eternal things which are unseen..

to stay young:
1. Learn to laugh each and everyday of your life
2. continue dreaming
3. always find opportunity in changing
4. have no regrets

hahaha ngayon ito naman ang mga naiisip ko dahil kaka tapos ko lang basahin toh


~*bakit di mo na dapat siya isipin at kontakin?*~
1. bakit mo siya kakausapin at iisipin eh wala naman siyang pake-alam sayo?!
2. distraction lang siya sa buhay mo kaya di ka makapagconcentrate
3. di mo mare-reach goal mo pag inatupag mo pa siya
4. mababawasan ang dignidad mo sa sarili mo dahil nagdedepend ka nalang sakanya
5. wala ka ng pag-asa dahil hindi ikaw gusto niya wahaha
6. marami pa diyan!di siya para sayo dahil ang Diyos naman magbibigay non sau sa tamang panahon.. wag mo kasi hanapin darating nalang yon
7. natututo kang magsinungaling dahil sakanya.. nagkakasala ka tuloy lalo
8. nagiging malungkutin ka lang dahil sa kanya

so? why try??? stop dramas girl!there's more to life!

~~~~~*bakit parang alanganin na makalipat "daw" sa Diliman*~~~~~~~~
1. mahirap daw mag maintain ng grade na 1.75 dahil terror ang mga professors.. ibabagsak ka daw nila
2. baka daw ma- in love na ako sa place
3. baka magka boyfriend ka at di mo na siya kaya iwanan

haay kung anu- ano na pinagsusulat ko BANGAG NA KASI EH! CGE TOM NALANG ULI!